Friday, October 23, 2009
URH HURH. watch out, she's gonna blow!
Lol. yea lol.
But seriously that's my inner cry...
Hahs. wells. countdown to exams: 3days.
Isn't very much productive today..(yea like again?)
You know when some days you just don't feel okay..
cramps, the long 'to-do-list', emo emo and emo....
HAHS.
It seems as though the past A levels panic attacks, nightmares had long gone, disappeared..
But it does still have some scary memories yea?
I'm trying to stop feeling like the past, keep myself focused(yea trying) on my revision etc etc
But can't stop thinking 'what if' they come back again?
I don't wanna be having those crazy panic attacks again..
I don't wanna be going in and out of the toilet crying right before a paper...
Mind blank-ed before the exams...
I don't wanna be pinching and slapping myself...
I don't wanna be jumping up and down alone in the cubicle 'thinking' it might help my heart jump a little slower...
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OKAYS.
Everything's gonna be okay.
I gonna trust in God.
That everything's in His Hands.
And I'll BE FINE.
No matter where i am, He'll still be right there!
For me!
COME ON..GOGO!
JIAYOUS!
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