came back frm band..den tution...now surfin net..searching 4 my ideal blog skin....hmm..afta band so tired sia.. oh ya..todae band was happi...angry....farni..den sad.. startin soo happi bcuz its band again..whahaha...den afta tad...the Z* **** xtra la..hit me when pass by..wadeva lo...nvr even sae sry...jus think shes wad...to me shes jus a pile of nth but shit... the farni thing happened when during the main band practise..we were like plaein n plaein until we smelled sumthing burning den saw the speaker IS HAVIN SMOKE CUMIN OUT...den sir off the system liao...but still got smoke...den he use dunno hus jacket go n fan the speaker...so comical sia...n 4 the 1st tym band rm is open wideli...withe verrything tad can b opened... opened...[at least 4 the 2 yrs ive bein here] haiz dun feel like ritin liao....





me again..bacl frm skul..afta dinner...haben bathe yet..surfin net 4 sho long...now dad's gone...gone overseas...so is FREEDOM 4 ME....but too sad..hes back jus tml...haiz...n im goin to live in a hell again...well aniwae... 1st period...the prc scholars came in...den all tokin to amanda whom they r most familiar wid...da mos n2 person in our klass..lilin...welcome them the same wae of 'HI!!!!'shes funni...i mus admit...sumtyms realli is... den the whole dae i was freakin out by the oral...keep tellin shuhwee...i veri scared n on n on rattlin...she seems being bored by my words...keep pesterin her sia...wahahaha...feelin so guilty...DUI BU QI!! well den last period....lit...i dunno wad to sae...the whole group was tokin abt the  lit thing n i haben do anithing...again guilty...haiz... den straight afta lit we go eat den..2.00pm..there it goes my oral tym...hmmmm....was terribly worried..grbbing ani hands i can find...den afta tad...on the stage...my hand was like feeling colder n colder every minute....eewww....n sum more sweaty palms....worst sia... finalli it was my turn...walkin to the seat...i was telling myself calmli...tad i can do it...tads wad eng kiat said too...den while havin a few minutes to read n prepare urself...eng kiat finish liao den suddenli look at me...i was smilin too...but scare teacher c so concentrated...hehe... de 'tingting' the bell rang....i was sittin on the other chair waitin to be 'examined' lookin @ violet's footsteps....i looked @ ms tan..hu seem to me a strict teacher...i was like waiting to be 'killed' when she suddenli looked up n smile at me... went 4ward....sat down n begin reading...i was like nervous like hell...n the whole piece of paper was like shaking tooo.....den finalli finish readin aloud...den to pic conversation...tis is worst...dunno wad to sae....haiz...den she is like saein calm down calm down to me...but i still cannot calm down....lookin @ her face she smiled again...she wasnt as bad as i tot afta all...den when i was startin to think wad im goin to sae next...she suddenli...sae ok...den turn to conversation liao...when i haben sae wad i prepared....like how,when n why tis scene might happened....n the symbolic significance....den conversation...gibin me 1 min to think abt the incident...den i spoke abt wad happened durin my k2 dae when i was a mc on 1 ocasion..its like i forgot  wad to sae on tad dae...den mike forgot to off..den keep mumblin at the backstage..where the audience on the floor was like luffin like dunno wad..when theres no performance on stage...i did tad without noein...den mum came in n told me...i was like...oh gosh!!!den she ask 1 qn..den i elaborate lo....i was like holdin onto the paper...n like damagin the paper..den she sae..dun spoil my paper...den i suddenli realised...n put the paper on the table n dare n touch anithing....den it fleww to the ground....n i picked it up...tis tym holdin tightli n doin nth else to the paper..den afta tad when i stood up n sae thank u ms tan den pick paper on the floor...den she suddenli sae me 'blurrr queen....'hehe...den she smiled....n i smiled back...den i tot she scoldin me...den when i told my fren den i realised she was commentin abt my embarrasing incident la...haiz...afta all i dun expect to get gd marks eithier....but jus hope tad ill pass.......... todae was a blur blur+hectic+guilty dae!!





gettin freaked out by tml's oral...i can imagine me stammering in front of joyce tan hu seems to be a strict teacher?how...eeek....i read the so called helpful tips ms chia gave...i mean its sum sort of useful too...how i cant fail my eng oral again or ill die!!!eeekkkk........... oh ya todae 1st period got scolded by ms chia...cuz nvr do summary..still got ppl nvr do compre too...so...im nt da worst...hehe...*sevil laugh* im still so freakin out by tml's oral exam...how??????? well..todae got 2 tests sia....wah liew tad dnt.....i got realli freaked out.....dam i 4got to put new workplace den new sketch den all the long cannot do!!!!!dam...was kinda stupid....until lastli like dunno wad tym liao..den hong sae nvr new workplane!!!!den i realised....i was like freaked out....every1 was like finished liao...n i haben created anithing yet...den got quite low marks la...but nvd at least got finish...if nt fail sia.... den maths test....wah liew...was like cant even understand wad the qn was askin..of cuz cannot do la...den i think the other 1 i gonggong suddenli 4got the hole thing...den haiz...but nvd la...wk harder sure can wan.... of all....TODAE WAS A HECTIC DAE!!!!!!!!!

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