speechlesss.................





lily!u made me to tears...i hab the tots too.....n i miss 2P terribly!lily u so bad!!made me to tears le..........................waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..................
jus as lily had said...
the daes we hab been together...
will nvr be forgotten...
todae tok long tym at mac wid lily wen pt n ye..miss the cheerful 2p...
imperians we rock!
n we will rock 4eva!!!
mayb onli when we are not together den we'll treasure the moments...
but however i hab no regrets being an imperian...bein part of 2p....
jus as lily hab written all the tots n all the memories swam back to my head again....2p'04 i lub u!!!!!!!!!!every1 is a special individual...but we came together to unite as 1.....its saddening to be separated....but the things we did together will be eternal....kept close to every1's hearts...........things we did last tym....jus showed on my head again...the shoutings across the classrooms....the paper notes or even the lub letters.......the luffters of every1 at a slightest joke......the picnic at every corner of classroom....the passing of potato chips...sweets...the opportunity to eat when mrs ng is on the board....how we hated some teachers.....the way we cheered our hearts out during jogging....the way we did our class as 1 united association....the way we plaed...the tyms we were in class...the tyms we plaed games durin lessons...the running frm seats to white board 4 chinese lessons....bringing headaches to teachers....singing our veri own wei shen me song......making mdm koh canot tahan.....the building up of cedar crap club[ccc]...slackers club...........blind aka mute.........the food hunt me siying chinghong yinyue went....the 2nd prize we got n the taxes we gave.......we left our tears behind there in our classes...........the pasta making process...the tears we shed cutting onions....bringing food to stalls....sellin them earning the most amt............the way we embarrassed ourselves durin the buzz at canteen....carrying things ard to sell....the way we worked towards our goal....n the disapointment we got when we didnt get the best class award...we rock our way!!!jus as lily said...we r YI JIA REN!!!1BIG FAMILY! each hab our different goals...but we nvr fought....we nvr compared....the things we did at the class chalet...the setting up of fire...the cheers we did there...the jumping of pool....the calls from huiching...callin us to help....the fotos we took....alll n all...these drops of memories jus filled up my big sea like little water drops....fillin up my sec 1 n 2 life.............
still can rmb the 1st dae of sec1s...my impression deepest...eng kiat...amanda being few of the enthu 1s....the purple green or paper green i 1st knew....tad is zhiqing....but haiz....she left us 4 high sch...sad........the motherly mrs han.........the way we made her angry...the thermormeters during sars period........the nerd look we hab in our face when 1st enter....every teacher tad taught us jus all given us the most cheerful class award....the 3rd 4 the best class award..the sharing of toblerones...the sharing of kit kats...all the trainee teachers...ms lee kia lee.........ms low pei jun n so on..........the way we dun like them but everything jus turn out fine in the end...........the mani problems.....the notty class as ms chia said hearing frm the other teachers.......the selecting of monitress n i silly silly became the asst. monitress....the way we pass our days....coming to skul whether its rain of shine............the tyms we passes storms....n face the warming sunshine...........
evry part marked our life...our sec 1 n 2 life....sec 1p'03 n 2p'04.............the memories will now be kept close to our hearts....as we face the new classes..........n be part of it.......but deep down inside................there will alwaez be beautifuls memories of us being together........
amanda kwek...chinghong...wenyu...zhiqing...cherissa...yvonne..michelle...amanda.c....
celesta...engkiat...seokhan...eldora...siying...cheryl...lilin...yilan...jessica...hweeteng...
jiahui..huiching...violet...me...xiaoshuo..ulrica..shiwen..weiling...maple...nessie...yihui...
grace...sining...rachel...ming en...calsia...caroline...lily...malita...ya ju...chui wen...yin yue...
all this by memory...dunno got miss anot...got miss pls dun blame me...sry....no matter wad had happened...we are still 1 big family n we will alwaez be....no matter how ignorant we were...how bad we were...or even how gd we were....every1 up there^ will alwaez be part of the family!
FINALLI JUS WANNA SHOUT!!!
2P..............2P.................
WE LUB 2P.................
WE ARE 1 BIG FAMILY........
2P!2P!
WO AI NI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~once an imperian
alwaez an imperian~





hmmm...now is the 06 of jan liao...haben been blogging since the 30th of dec 2004....shall go tok abt last few daes ba....haben got tym plaein or even was piaaaa-ing hmework 4 the last few daes of hols....
31 of jan.....the answer was expected...truely expected....but in the morning sis n i was kinda so excited planning all da stuffs n so on.....jus wan to go...but we oso noe....tad IDIOTIC GRANDFATHER CLOCK...o welll....gib me a break....tad idiotic freak called hme...den ask words again....another simple english word n he cant spell at all...pengz....den was like sis was 1st to ask...she ask to go to her frens hse to countdown....but...haiz...no nid to guess oso noe...the answer is jus a no n he put down the fone....den me haben even ask...already noe liao....wadeva.....sis 19 yrs old liao...oso canot go frens hse countdown den me leh?a 14 yrs old....can meh....haix....den decided to hab steam boat at hme..sis suggested it 1st....den was like....hse de kitchen de pipe got prob...was kinda...mum dun allow...den sis went 4 skul....left me behind...den gee lily n wen came my hse decided go cycling...but was kinda raining...den plaed ps lo....asking them wan to come if i got steam boat anot....den wen even ask her mum sae if my hse canot go hers.....lolz....den finalli persuaded mum to allow....budden wen to cycle...sis promised to buy things cuz tot her frens coming....however....all didnt turn up....den mum n sis go buy food cuz we jus came back frm cycling....hmmmm...den pt came.....she plaed the com maple story....den dad came back when i was batheing.....pt was sitting in front of com...den dad tot is me...hmm shall call him idiotic pig.....idiotic pig tot is me...den stand there n ehem ehem.....pt turned ard onli den he realised its not me...wahahahha....totalli maluistic rite?0 bi.....den afta tad soon the steamboat start lo....den eat...den wen t up to call dad...den he sae wad...countdown call frens come our hse siao ah....den its like wad he WANS LA!!!fk off lo....dun ask ppl come den we cant go their hse...den wad we stay at hme n be woodblocks?like him grandfather clock...or even an idiotic pig hu jus noes how to eat n rest n watch tv n call ppl take things 4 him or buy things for him?so wad if hes the breadwinner....wadeva la.....earn moni big deal ah...den nxt tym i oso earn moni den i oso veri big la.....wadeva lo.......hmm dun tok abt idiotic pig liao....we ate steamboat lo.....den went to plae plaestation.....until 12 midnite went outside to plae fireworks....hmmm...countdown of cuz...made a wish wid the fireworks...shhh....canot sae...onli i noes.....n god noes...hehe....den b4 every1 go...we yum seng....lolz....i mean cheers.......kinda drank the whole green tea bottle....lolz..............hmm tads abt it......
1st of jan n 2nd of jan its jus daes 4 me to piaa hmework....
den 3rd of jan....1st dae of skul...was excited n scared.....haiz...scared of the yr jus be like last yr wid more n more probs....haiz.....kk...den went skul n look at the board....was posted to 3s...wid pt...huiching...seokhan...yilan...rachel.....n mani band members la...aiya dunno la...i think i got miss....got tan han khiang as the chem teacher...hmm....wad to sae...lolz...den peiting is the chem rep...whahaha...hu ask her sabo me....but tads not the worst thing....me got sabotage.....became the physics rep.....n tads the MOST UNLUCKY THING TO BE!!!!REAL REGRETED IT!!!!!!hate it!not cuz of the teacher...but was jus unlucki being it....1st thing.....red shoes....was like....mr goh was our physics rep...den he pass me his markers call me keep de...den afta lesson....went wid him to staff rm to collect white board marker refill...den was like headed to classroom n i ran...but nvr even drop....i dunno la...its like the class eight characters dun suit me or wad....went in jus b4 i put in the drawer....i dropped it was kinda holdin on to red blue black....but suay suay drop red...the whole floor instantli became so bloody n so is my shoes...my new shoes....1st dae wear to skul....n it became red...tads the worst thing ever...oso the floor....became so red....4 a moment i dunno how to react was like callin 4 wen n pt n showing them my red shoe...was like er....left the mess 4 them to help me clean...sry....but thx pals....went to toilet washed my shoes wid plenty of water but tad stubborn idiotic red paint jus wun go........den wash until whole shoe wet but its still there...haiz....den went to class...the whole floor was red.....n i was lost...once again....wad to do...how to answer 4 the bottle of red ink....how to answer 4 the red floor...jus mani tots came to my mine...all at once....flooding me to tears....haiz..........den finalli decided to leave the mess there n head 4 hme n buy back the red ink....den was like im not goin to walk hme wid red shoes....decied to take taxi...wen n co. took wid me....thx gers.....widout them i realli will jus stay in skul n cry.....haiz.....i noe its small things...but 1st dae of skul...lidat...haiz....den still got to walk quite a few dist. b4 can hire taxi...den was like walkin...got ppl saw my red shoe....1 red 1 white...dunno wad i doin...den i was like keep hiding behind friend trying to avoid ani eye.....den finalli took taxi hme...no mood to go out...sry hong actualli wanted to celebrate ur bdae de...but...haiz....
wellll...todae....haiz...dun sae liao...im gonna vomit blood guess ill reali hab a hard tym being the physics rep....haiz....collecting moni 4 physics file....call until mad....but still got 4 ppl nvr gib at the end of the dae when its suppose to be by recess......den i dun care liao...jus call them buy the files themselves....dun care le..........den bought 30 files....4 those hu paid cuz im not goin to bring hme the moni n lose ani of it again.....the thing dun tally n i got to fook out $1...4 tad person hu paid less....i realli dunno wad to sae liao....haiz...tads not the point i wanna sae abt tad $1..but its like at least they will come n pay afta me shouting so mani tyms rite?i feel like an idiot shouting 4 nothing...or even a mad woman shouting at her top of voice...callin ppl to come pay 4 physics file.....wad or even why m i doin this stuffs???i shld hab jus kept to my promise to myself to be nth at all afta being the asst monitress at sec1....haiz....but jus gonna continue since im 1...but i swear not to be ani animore.....i promise!gonna hate this...n i got a bad feeling of my class...haiz...dunno why.....
band todae again....haiz...probs n probs....dunno wad to do....n i dunno wad to sae....i noe the sec 2s frm my section will read this la...its not abt every sec 2 aniwae...or mayb shld i sae jus clar 2?o well...sry shang yu if i reali hurt u la....but its kinda...er i was kinda not feelin well n jus wanna est tad dae...n slumped onto the table...but u hit me...normal reaction ouch!....but u no nid hit me so hard on my shoulders again...wasnt feelin well...den plus ur hit....den i was like sum sort kinda pissed off....if ani1 were me will u be angry or?i noe its mayb our fault too...to nvr put some sort of gap in between....plae too much i shld sae...to develope the habit of plaein?haiz dunno....i noe u didnt meant but was reali unwell...n i noe i gib u tad face....but i tolerated....realli if in the past ill jus hab shouted at every1 else.....den todae...u bad mood...budden we hab been bad mood too...or even on tad dae i was havin bad mood too...todae i hab it too....every1 hab their probs....but....haiz...i noe u will read this...sumthings jus cant be said face to face....sry....i noe it hurts but tads wad i feel...i dun mean we cant plae at all...but still gotta hab some limits?even to frens u do hab limits too rite?haiz....jus too much probs happening....shuying didnt wan to plae....she cried todae...i dunno wad happened again...but wen was abit pissed off....i gotta sae or even gib sum advice...er dun cry le...sit down relac n think of solutions to ur probs....crying doesnt help...although it may jus relieve u of so pain but it doesnt solve probs....i tried tad realli...i noe u hab ur own set of probs but i do hab probs too...mayb i shld sae abt sec2 tym?haiz its real long story...i dun wanna cry again...haiz its over ill jus share wid u....jus think when every1 u trust turns the table off u....n u got sum sort of old fashioned father....pressing u 4 beta results....n oso ur own requirements.....n oso ur clas...will it be stressful?hmm...jus try to sit down think wads the prob try to solve it...tok to us if u wan...we will help u....try plae ur clar dun gib up since we nvr gib u up........tok to ur classmates too....if u think we r too 'old' to understand....but todae mayb wen n they all wanted to help?i noe u got probs but we too hab our own too....so do open ur doors to us.....haiz....i noe im naggy...jus gibin solutions...accept or not its up to u....sry for those whom i hurt..........apologise once again...sry......WHEN IN TROUBLE....Y NOT THINK OF THOSE MORE UNFORTUNATE?TAD WILL MAYB HELP...CUZ TADS WAD I DID....N CARRIED ON.............................................................

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