Saturday, August 04, 2007
Argh.
Was once again pissed off with myself yesterday.
Or rathe i should say, worried.
Cuz the class got back their maths test paper.
Then everyone kinda scored quite well.
I didnt take the test cuz i was absent.
Then during the lesson when the teacher is going tru, i attempted the qns.
Then i realised the usual integration tad i noe how to do de all forget.
And i dont seem to stop making careless mistakes(i even copied the qn wrongly=.=)
Plus all the trigo formula, i dont seem to rmb them and noe how to change the form to integrate.
I was like...if i take the test how much would i score??
Probably fail i guess.
It was definitely not a 'do-maths day' for me and it's the worse thing to start a day off.
And wells, friction between ppl do exist.
Even between best friends.
And somehow it bothers me alot.
Especially for the entire week.
Everything just dont seem to work out right.
Oh wells.
And probably due to low self-esteem and the lack of confidence tad i keep telling myself im the worst among the rest.
In class or even in cca.
And yea i noe i suck at english.
Even little phrases ppl use in their conversations such as 'taking minutes' and 'a true blue victorian' i'll interpret them literally.
But wells, no one taught me those things before and i nvr came across them before.
So how would i know??
And somehow i guess im becoming too sensitive to ppl's words or actions that i often find myself unhappy over many things.
Sigh.
Somehow i wished i was back to my old self.
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Sunday, July 29, 2007
No explanations.
No excuses.
No 'sorry's.
Nothing.
It's exhausting to give reasons for everything you do.
And im tired it.
That's it.
End here.
Stop here.
11:28 PM Back to top
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