came back from bible study toay
though bluffing them is not the right thing
i did it today again
wads the problem wid me?
it was suppose to be a gd thing
haizzz
alright im missing tad poor dog
hope its fine
have been praying for it for these few days
hope its perfectly fine
or hope its owner had found it
i say again
pls love pets!!!!pls...pls



bringing up a dog means alot of responsibility
pls dun abandon them
its a lifetime commitment to bring it up!!!!






haiz...why cant ppl be more committed and take good care of their animals?
wells...yesterday was a nightmare.
ok to start the whole story, i gotta start wid going to class chalet.

i almost got late for the time to meet lily.
budden guess wad?lily is even later.zzz
wells i shan't deny
spent a super nice day there though
cycling..bbq-ing and stuffs.
but.......................
why must there be so many things happening so quickly
jus at the same time...
jus on tad day itself...
its simply driving me crazy.

hes a liar!a big fat liar!forget it
the small relationship patch-up is jus so fake!!!
o bloody ass i swear i can nvr be in a GOOD relationship wid u.
let alone a close one.
wad gary said will never happen
FORGET IT.

wells it was like he dun let me stay overnight.
its not the 1st time
being used to it i already accepted this fact
tad i got an asshole dad
i already did nth to resist this fate.
[and of cuz even if i did its of no use.]
he promised to fetch me home the day b4
when i said im going to chalet
he promised.
i was like wanted to leave at like 11.30
cuz siying was like saying shes going to leave at tad tym
so when its like 10+ i msg sis to tell him tad he can come at 11.30
but guess wad tad pig went to slp
its on purpose
jus tad he dun wan to fetch me
u dun wan ok im fine wid it but can u dun promise me den

thinking tads the end?obviousli no.
fine i went home myself took taxi
mum was like saying he got to work tml
den i was like thinking siying's dad oso going to work
but why can he come all the way to fetch her?!why?!
i think i shan't compare cuz hes jus a fking idiot
went home by myself
lucki siying dad drove me out to take taxi
or else im going to walk tad stupid underpass
by myself in the dark night
how on earth can he be a father?i dun understand.

tads not all
today morning he drove me to sch
its like shun bian and he drove to work
on the car,
there comes the nightmare again.
o wads his dear problem man.
he said he called me yesterday??????
but when i looked at my fone theres only missed calls frm home
i went to bbq leaving my fone in the rm and forgot to take
when come back only home missed calls
how on earth did he ever called me?!
ah wells den he asked wad tym i came home last nite i told him 11+
den he was like really 11 plus?not 12 plus meh
he was already asleep when i came back how will he noe wad time i came home
and the fact is i oso dunno wad time i reached home its jus the time ard there
den guess wad?i hear crap again
he started saying i got no urgency to come home la tads why dun c time
not afraid of being scolded
i was like simply wad the fuck!
hoping to reach the sch as soon as possible and get rid of this darn old freak
its enuff he broke he promise and i got to come home myself
but he still blame me 4 being home late...wads his problem
i guess he gotta try coming home frm east coast park
he thinks its near like freaking sht la
then i was like when to sch controlling my tears
and finally bursting during band prac
darn embarrassing..zzz
ok enuff of him

i came home yesterday but taxi
ah wells my sis saw this dog it got its collar and its dam obedient
she tot its lost and i got down frm taxi
thinking of wad to do to the dog
and in the end she sent it to the spca
however we didnt know they will put it to slp if no 1 claim it in 24hrs
my sis den took the dog back this aftanoon but mum nvr allowed it to come in
saying 1 mirki is enuff
den my sis was like dunno wad to do
called me again..
the last resort is to let it stray on its own
tad was the most saddening thing
it was like we left the dog there to eat the food
and we start leaving frm the place but.....
the dog left the food and followed us again and again
many times we left and it jus followed
we ran and it ran even faster towards us
i was on the verge of bursting out
didnt bear to leave the dog there.
she was dam obedient so much more obedient den my dog mirki
finally we came back home as fast as possible and locking the door
i cried.
tad dog came a few times to my doorstep.
she noes we gonna abandon her
she whined a few times and went off and followed a auntie
i didnt knew wad to do simply helpless jus went upstairs and cried
she kept following us no matter where we went
but its jus the fact tad i cant help
its an extremeli difficult thing to look at her sad eyes
lookin at u hoping u will not abandon her
shes extremeli obedient widout ani leash she will still follow us
even jus 4 these 2 days, she licked me so many many times
even the 1st time i saw her
and didnt even touch her she jus jumped up on me and licked me
i cried but i jus hope tad sum1 will pity the dog and take it home
i was helpless
sorry dog i cant help u



sumtimes its jus difficult to bid goodbye.

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