Friday, January 04, 2008
Retarded moves.
'Un-coordinate-able' hands and legs.
Poor memory of moves.
Poor health.
Retarded idiot.
What more can i be?
A WUSHU IDIOT/RETARD.
Probably im just giving trouble to my coach plus my wushu mates.
10:56 PM Back to top
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Argh...now i can really understand what it means by helplessness.
It aches to see mirki suffer..but there arent anything else i can do except to pray..
Mirki currently just had her operation due to Inguinal Hernia..which is much more complicated condition than a lump.
The lump was removed, but mirki now has to limp on 3 legs temporary(to be removed on wed) as the vet had it bandaged up. Afraid that she might just tear the wound if she jumps around..
But wells its heart-wrenching to see her struggling with 3 legs..uncomfortable in every position..and having difficulties in her daily stuffs..including emptying her bladder and bowels.. i totally have no idea how she's gonna pee and poo. And the worse part of it, is to see her 'cry' for help but you've got no idea how to help.
She's currently fast asleep due to the medication..
O wells..
7:48 PM Back to top
'Daddy scolded sis for spending too much and not saving money..so sis gonna give me what she will be earning for the coming months and she'll have to ask me for money instead of her spending them away..'mummy came into my room and told me this..
Her tone was fine and she started continuing repeating what she has just said( like what every mother will do..AS USUAL.)But i totally hav no idea when it suddenly(and i mean it, suddenly...) evolved into..' Have your friends returned you the money?im not going to give you that much of money alrdy..i think i will treat you like ur sis and give you pocket money, 3 dollars a day and 5 only when you have to stay back in school..!!'
O wells...how nice..im not the one who's any O' how spending money!!!=.=
Stop giving me that kinda attitude like how you're treating sis..IT'S HER. NOT ME! Can't you differentiate? =.=
And there i go...started blabbering and blabbering...calling her to get out of my room and im not going to talk to her.....not until she change her attitude..
I seriously have no idea what's the problem with her..and frankly speaking i've got much more savings than my sis who's actually working alrdy=.=..it's her who's splurging money but i do know what i should and should not spend..and mum knows that too =.= she knows i'm the one who is saving more than spending...so what's this all about?
CRAP.
O wells. i guess plain worrying for my dog, mirki plus my homework deadlines are enough to stifle me..
And plus this kinda nonsense she's giving me..
ARGH.
For mirki, she gonna have her operation tmr...cuz there's this lump of i dunno what(even the vet dun actually know =.=) in between her back thighs and kinda obstructing her hind legs..
Vet gave medicine to see if it can disappear on it's own..but o wells, it grew bigger instead..and so the vet gotta remove it tmr..it gonna take like 2hrs and im kinda seriously worrying for it..
Besides worrying for my dog..im still stressed up by the fact that sch's reopening and im NO WAY NEAR TO ..
But o wells, serve me right....for not working on it earlier =.=
yea. serve me right.
1:30 AM Back to top
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