Thursday, April 17, 2008
"You're retarded..."
"You're studying all your subjects in english but your english sucks..."
"You're studying all your subjects in english but your english sucks..."
"You.......................
Why do ppl around me love so much to put others down? Probably it's just a causual remark. Probably they didnt mean to hurt. But since when did i ever become so sensitive to words, or to my surroundings? I've got no idea. But those words do hurt, and in fact very much.
Yea...i also wished i was less retarded physically or even mentally and more well-versed in the english language...and........ But it isnt that easy... Especially when you've tried so hard, but all you saw was probably little or no progress at all... I dont have some in-borne talent or extremely high IQ, EQ like other people... Or even sometimes i think im actually really stupid or what.... And that all those previous academic successes i had, were all by my plain hard work, by luck or all by God's favour.... And yea i've tried encouraging myself, believing that it's just because of me 'thinking too much' that i've caused myself to be so emotional.
I wished i was a little more like the 'someone' im portraying myself to be.. My dear friend once told me before that she thought i was someone who's not very much sensitive to emotions, a happy-go-lucky, sa tuo kinda person when she first met me... But she realised she was wrong as time went..
A facade, for all you know.
Why do ppl around me love so much to put others down? Probably it's just a causual remark. Probably they didnt mean to hurt. But since when did i ever become so sensitive to words, or to my surroundings? I've got no idea. But those words do hurt, and in fact very much.
Yea...i also wished i was less retarded physically or even mentally and more well-versed in the english language...and........ But it isnt that easy... Especially when you've tried so hard, but all you saw was probably little or no progress at all... I dont have some in-borne talent or extremely high IQ, EQ like other people... Or even sometimes i think im actually really stupid or what.... And that all those previous academic successes i had, were all by my plain hard work, by luck or all by God's favour.... And yea i've tried encouraging myself, believing that it's just because of me 'thinking too much' that i've caused myself to be so emotional.
I wished i was a little more like the 'someone' im portraying myself to be.. My dear friend once told me before that she thought i was someone who's not very much sensitive to emotions, a happy-go-lucky, sa tuo kinda person when she first met me... But she realised she was wrong as time went..
A facade, for all you know.
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