Friday, November 12, 2004
o welll...todae hab band...wa liew 4 kinda like 5 hours?lolz....sianzation.....7++ wake up when i slept @ 3am....kinda lazy to wake up leh....todae plae the singapore rhapsody....quite ok la...but kinda plae long le will feel sian sia....the in front quite happy tune den bhind like sound so sad sia....hmmm....plae 4 frm 8-11am....den rest lo.....actualli wanted to wait 4 lily n ya ju but den its like cant find them den me n wen went to the joo seng market n eat 1st....den afta tad saw the mad selling 'ting ting' sweet...orange flavour summore sia...lolz....den bought 1 lo...den gave wen 1 den she decided to buy 1 pkt too lolz...den she too lazy to run den i run sia...lolz....
got back skul tutoring start le...den me n wen was like faster go down to 1c lo...but wanted to go toilet den go 1st...was kinda perspiring sia....den tutoring was kinda the same old thingy...so sian....afta tad went to wen's hse to discuss abt the farewell party....hmmm i shall nt sae here prepare to gib the sec 4s a surprise!lolz...kinda lame la...den was like slacking at wen's hse instead of discuzzing...den abt 5++ we finalli settle down to real business...hehe....den discuz lo....hmmm came back hme jus as hungry...den mum cook le gib me eat.....
the worst thing tad happen is when my idiotic dad came hme...c his face i totalli cant stand sia...he jus sux....n sux to core......fk off la....idiot.....barbarian... i totalli hate his attitude n his damn character man...im jus gonna ignore him le...nt goin to tok to him 4 days.....he jsu get it...when he ask me buy things or take things i will jus ignore le...wad he think he is lo....wadeva....came into the rm jus i nvr help mum den watch tv...was kinda watching ren wo ao you...den he fat pig block the hole tv....dam him....den hes kinda idiot or wad....he jus throw his saliva to the noodle i eatin.....wads this lo...wad kind of dad he is...jus fk off lo....ill jus take it as i dun hab dad....i wld rather b in single famili den in this famli wid he as an idiotic pig....go n die lo.....wads tis lo....spitting saliva into the noodle i eatin...go n die la...fat pig!dam him knnn cbb kns kpkb fk off lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hes totalli disgusting la.....jus to bad to hab him as my dad its my fate....n damit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hab u ever heard of a dad doin tis to his children?no rite....hes jus 1 of them....fk off lo.....den of cuz nvr eat le la....put there n jus ran down to stairs n slam the door i realli tolerated him le lo...fk off la.....n tads enuff....the sight of him jus make me wanna vomit now....o well wad he do to me now ill jus tolerate but i swear tad he will regret in the future when he is old....of cuz i will repay him wad he gave me these few years 4 bringing me up....ill oso gib him moni n pay him back wad he has given me....but wadeva he did to me.....ill jus repay him 10 times of it....ill jus follow him n do wadeva things he did to me to him....n jus sae.....tads wad i learnt frm the past feww years frm my dear dad hu is u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE JUS SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Y SHLD I EVER HAB A DAD LIKE HIM??Y?I WANNA ASK GOD....DID I EVEN DO ANITHING RONG?HE JUS SUX N TADS IT....I SWEAR HE WILL JUS REGRET WAD HE DO NOW TO ME....IM GONNA TAKE REVENGE IN THE FUTURE.....................................................................................IT HAS YET TO CUM BUT IT WILL BE SOON.......
Monday, November 08, 2004
jus bathed....i mean jus came back frm the airport den jus bathed.....went to the airport to send my sis off to china...changchou....hmm she will be gone 4 like 1 month ba....i think ill miss her....widout a person slping bside me.....i think ill feel quite odd ba....cuz alreadi used to it le....went to the airport....of cuz la my sis bf oso sit dad's car go airport eat n den send her off lo...wah seh its like so qiao lo...my chn tuition teacher oso leaving tonite n same flight wid my sis sum more they going same place sia.....lolz....den my teacher still sae y i nvr go wid my sis den when i goin china oso...i think she wanna bring me go plae ba.....hehe....cuz she live there ma....den she told my sis tad she will go look 4 her den bring her go shopping...so shuang rite....wah liew i heard tad there snowing liao...i nvr c snow yet leh although got go quite a few cold countries liao....its alwaez we go den nvr snow wan leh.....hmmm...lookin at my sis's back i jus got tad urge to cry la...cuz 1 month leh.....lolz....although its like a short trip but its still the 1st tym my sis go for 1 month trip n i nvr c her....considered quite short la....but nvm....hehe..the positive side is tad she will cum back afta 1 month wid lotsa gifts 4 me as she promised!lolz...
tokin abt my dad...hes jus an idiot la....haiz todae i veri late den wake up ma...den he earli morning go to his mother hse...which is another organism la....idiot too....cuz she sick la...wadeva lo...almost dead alreadi 1 foot inside coffin le still wan ask tad ask wad lo....if onli i cld i jus wanna bash her face up!i think she told sumthing to my dad la....he jus cum back den siao liao lo...cuz my door alwaez ajar wan....cuz the door got prob den we kinda alwaez left it open sumhow....den todae he came back face black....u can c man its reali black....den its like he siao or wad lo...cum in our rm call my sis go his rm cuz he wans to help my sis put the jacket in...den he went to his rm wid my rm's door wide open...den cuz my sis surfing net den the door is still open 4 quite sumtime....den he came out of his rm den like siao kia lidat band the door straight to the wall 4 mani tyms..den the thing jus came out....wah liew lo wad he wans everytym if he unhappi den we like mati liao lo cuz he will jus throw his mad temper on us....cant stand him le lo....
den afta tad aftanoon he went to tad rong mo mo hse...[rong mo mo is my dam grandma's nick named by my sis n i....]den jus b4 he go he siao again.....cuz mirki was unleashed den he cant go out...den i was taking my nap cuz i jus ate my medicine....den sis was still using com den on music....den he cant go out....mum go salon....den call my sis....den sis is like cant hear....den he mad liao cum up straight fuming hot den scold my sis again....den its like dunno like wad lo...scold until veri jialat...den sis finalli retaliate sae wad dun wu yuan wu gu scodl us lo...she nvr do anithing liao.....cuz my sis alreadi noe hes like bad mood den nvr even tok to him liao jus stayed in the rm do her own stuffs den hes jus like mad lidat cum in n scold her...i jus bet its tad idiotic woman's fault she alwaez lidat wan leh everytym jus wanna hai us.....wicked heart tads the word to sae her...wth lo.....not 1st tym le....i jsu hate her la....i think shes nt goin to live long....n the more wicked stuffs she does the earlier she will go n she will b leaving in th worst condition suffering n stuffs n pain until she dies......no1 will understand y i scold her so badli unless they gt the 'treatment' themselves.....tads enuff of wad we hab tolerated......haiz...wad to do we are jus born here.....haiz...tads our fate ba.....den afta tad not enuff summore...when dad came back frm her hse....he again black face...den i watching tv cuz i awake le....den was like i did nth wrong lo....den hes like saein shui gou le ma....wadeva lo...ppl take medicine leh......now jus wake up den he scold me.....i bet he oso didnt noe i sick.....sai man....
my sis heng liao lo...cuz shes goin overseas 4 1 month den no nid to c his idiotic face sia....so hsunag den me leh...still hab to face him 4 dunno how long man....sumtimes i jus got the thinking of jus jump off the building to end this miserable life under him....or even jus comit suicide in some waes....or even leave this hse n go sumwhere else n live widout him....but haiz..............aniwae wanna wish my sis a smooth trip n reach china safeli....BON VOYAGE SIS!!!!CYA SOON!!