Saturday, July 03, 2004
[ANGER][SADNESS]
i hate my family...i hate my dad...i hate every1...i hate myself....y cant he be like jus ani other normal dad...a dad tad will allow me to hab a ear hole...a dad tad even if i did badli in examz will nt pull my hair or wad...a dad tad will nt use violence to solve problems...a dad tad can be more gentleman.....a dad tad can be a gd example.....why?! why?!why cant he be like tad...y cant he listen to the views i hab...although i noe im nt alwaes rite...well im no longer the little ger tad will alwaes listen to him anymore...im growin up n hab my own views...all he wans me to do is to study....study...ST UDY!!!!!!!!!!!!I TOTALLI HATE THE WAE IM LIVING!!IM GETTIN MAD!!!!!!!altough i did badli in the 1st few exams but i promised i will work harder...he told me tad we mus play hard n study hard...now he dun even allow me to watch tv or use com n nt even go out.....jus wans me to study n study....wad is THIS!!!!!DAM IT!!!!!!MY NT THE ONLI ONE HU HAS BAD RESULTS IN DA SKUL....y mus he do tis to me..........i hate tis!!!!!!!!!i totalli hate it!!!!!!!!!I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!HES JUS A MONSTER!!horendous monster!!!!!a frankenstein monster!!!!!!