Thursday, April 21, 2005
WILL OUR FRENSHIP JUS END HERE??I DUN WANNA IT TO HAPPEN CUZ ITS REALLI PAINFUL..I'VE TRIED TAD...
wad will u do if sum 1 come n jus put sumthing on ur neck n u dun tad person n u dun even noe wad it is n is so dam smelly to u....shriek is the 1st thing tad u'll do mayb...tads wad i did n was jus scolded by sum1 hus considered my close fren?
sumhow i wunder...its jus not the 1st tym tad she scolded...i noe im noisy but its like if u got sumthing to sae n sum1 jus came in n interupted n call u shut up wad will u do...angry or happpy tad she came n call u shut up...its not the 1st tym jus tad i dun wanna sae anithing...sumhow i think if its u n when i sae tad to u u'll jus make sum comments again.......haiz i jus dun wanna sae animore.....im jus so screwed.........saddened....its hard to make gd frens...its realli hard...but u broke my heart again....like u threw it on the floor n kiked it several tyms....im not angry jus very sad n dissapointed........
y does problems n troubles all come to me at 1 tym im jus explodin now....it cannot be stored animore...and idiot vanessa hus the culprit to my screwed dae.....was kinda tokin abt sakae sushi tml n she interupted in n put sumthing on my neck...i kinda stunt dunno wad to react....n its like so dam smelly...sumhow i compare if it were to happen to wen qi will she shriek too...wad will be ur reaction den...sumhow i noe i shldnt compare but it jus came to me...perhaps im jus so unimportant...jus an idiot tad no one will care even i die today right now.......idiot vanessa i dun even noe u n even if i noe u my own juniors will even not dare to do tad to me wad even u.........i jus wanna bash u into pulp....fk off man.......[lily pls dun read]
it jus came to me tad if i were to plae this slashin game n let it bleed till it dries like wad wen sae...no 1 will even care too.........it jus came to me tads im jus broken into pieces.........i mean sumthing to u and ur life...u sure??u said tad.......but perhaps tads jus tryin to console me....Y SHLD I CONTINUE TO STAY ON THIS STUPID EARTH N BE BOTHERED BY ALL THOSE THINGS....MIXED FEELINGS....
kill me...and let the blood flow...