Saturday, October 04, 2008
Just four days.
I've seen three doctors.
Or maybe two doctors and one dentist.
Hahs given ten packets of medicine in total.
Nearly a hundred dollars of consultation fees etc.
Nice one.
Daddy says im useless.
Maybe.
Friday, October 03, 2008
I thought i was strong.
Or at least, i look strong.
But i was awfully wrong.
Fever kinda subsided a little but it's still persisting.
Had diarheoa as well.
Morsels of food for every meal.
Hahs...
I guess this has a better effect than any other slimming pills in the market (:
Rahh.
But nothing's done for the day again except sleeping..
...and sleeping.
LOL. Now i feel like a pig.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahs...........................
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
38.9
Nice fever.
You came at the right time.
You've spoilt my study plan for the day.
Nothing's done except lying down and staring into space for the whole day.
Just as i wanted to brace myself up.........
Nice one. Well done. Good job man!
But all's not lost...
I'll grow bolder.
I'll conquer the fear.
I'll get stronger..
I'll persevere.
So devil, you get back to where you came from.
You're not going to toy me the way you did the last time round.
You're not going to have your way this time round.
Get away from me...
Cause i bear His name.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Again and again i got hit.
One more came when i saw my overall grades on the portal.
Terrible, horrible beyond words.
Really.
I guess i've probably failed overall.
Worst set of results of my 2 years in jc.
Many teachers asked me for the reason.
Some called me to jia you, to continue working hard.
Hahs...
I know it wasn't my best shot.
I didn't give my best.
Or probably i just couldn't.
Just hope my parents won't flare up at me when they see them.
I'll jia you. I'll work harder. I'll.........
1 month to A levels.
In the darkest moments,
I believe in You.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
It's time to grow out of it.