hmm...came back frm band cluster n jus eaten...dam tired...todae went to st andrews skul den got the wind symphony go their skul teach us temasek sec...xinmin sec n of cuz the st andrews ppl la....den afta tad we got break n ate sandwiches....hmmm..........den went to the hall n we were the 1st to plae sia...was kinda nervous la...wid so mani eyes lookin at u......den our plaein jus screwed up...the whole thing kinda lag n was kinda slow...i guess we sound horrendous...buts its kinda alreadi gd tad they let us go cuz we are silver band n the rest are gold bands....
afta us is like all of them plaed quite well la....n finalli wah liew tad st andrews picolo player dam gd lo...c him run his notes like so easy lidat....n simply all of them swayed so niceli wid the music n we kinda like woodblock...hehe...=X
simply glad tad we learnt sumthing frm this trip i think mus follow wad they did...cuz its like they all gold band ah...like everytym alwaez sway wan...den c them plae so nice...mus sureli go lian la...to improve....mus reali improve liao...canot slack le.......
haiz again tad attitude prob la...i dun wanna sae hu la...but those ppl shld noe...[its kinda obvious...]hmmmm....kinda totalli malu-ed ourselves?but mus realli improve la.....todae oso went searching 4 the missing tuner....hmmm...dunno hu left it bhind in the holding rm....anyway its over n it was found at last.....GOLD??WE STILL NID TO CROSS A HUGE STEP IN ORDER TO ACHIEVE........





todae is 3rd of dec...n tis means 1 more month n hols is over....i beta start doin my hme work le....haben done any of them sia...mus piaa liao......tis oso means band cluster is tml kinda scared of malu-ing myself man...cuz there will be quite a few bands there c-in us plae n oso pointing out our FLAWS kinda scared im the one sia...so ltr mus go pratise hard liao....kinda ling shi bao fo jiao liao...no la the past few daes alreadi practise liao....
now every1s is tokin abt the gold we mus get jus afta the band camp which titled....'skip the silver n get the gold'we reali mus get it if not sir mus go...n no1 in the band wanted tad to happen sir is such a patient person although sumtimes quite fierce la...=X
n during the whole camp the title was jus repeated n repeated over again....the leaders jus wanted to drill the mindset of gettin gold into our mind....and got 1 part they sae until wan to cry liao...n i nearli cried too....cuz they were like saein the past yr syf.....they were kinda expecting a gold...but when announced cedar girls silver again...every1 jus brok out cryin.....n its like c-in other bands crying 4 joy tad they hab a gold in hand they could onli walk silentli to the bus....tad was kinda...sadistic....reali mus try to get gold...mus work hard liao canot slack cuz i noe clar 2 is real weak can c tad no nid ppl sae n i noe....cuz mus realli work hard....
tml fall in at 10.45 am n wearing skul u leh kinda dunno how long nvr touch my skul u liao will be quite odd ba...haiz dun wan tad sadistic scene to happen again n the onli wae is jus to practise n i noe im still not up to standard no nid to tell me le......haiz.....mus realli work hard....there is simply so much more to work up.....SKIP TAD SILVER N REACH 4 TAD GOLD.....TOGETHER WE CAN DO IT!!!!CSB JIA YOU!!!!





sis is back!!!yipee...now i no nid to cry to myself le...can tok to her...shes back wid lotsa gifts...hehe....bags...pouches..shoes...weee....kinda miss her 4 the 1 whole month....but nvr mind shes finalli back!!
im kinda so happi todae cuz sis is back n dad is gone....gone to overseas yesterdae...den i no nid c his idiotic face....but haiz..he go 4 three daes nia..........back tml...den sian again....y wun HE 4 THE 6TH TO 8TH OF DEC?!?!den i can stay for chalet cuz mum will surelli allow...not like tad idiotic old fashion pig.....
yesterdae went to find mum afta swiming n eating....waited there 4 at least 1/2 an hour.....shes late leh....everytym lidat...but haiz nvm la....den went to the nation maid agent to bring the maid to my grandma......went there....like no 1 is stayin lidat...all the windows n doors are shut...den inside got a foul smell sum more....shes sick den still dun open windows 4 ventilation yucks....the moment i step in can smell it man...wunder how the maid can tolerate the idiotic old hag.....RONG MO MO!!!
hmmm...kinda feelin hungry le i go call mum order kfc liao....n yipee my maple story lvl 16 liao....but i look ugly in my outfit...wear wadeva hat makes me look bald...hehe....THE DAES WIDOUT HIM ARE THE PEACEFUL AND HAPPY DAES....





_________*i wld rather be a mentalli disabled person tad dunno anithing den to be a normal person living in this miserable world.......
i hate him....n i reali do... todae went to skul as usual....hav been having band camps 4 yesterdae n todae....todae acted on stage 4 the sec4s farewell...kinda 'malu-ed' myself...wid tad er er er....but its dissapointing when we c other section seniors goin to hug them tok to them den ours jus went to canteen n leaving us the idiots behind...........
back at hme in my rm locked...haben had dinner cuz kinda filled by all the sadness already......came back hme was tokin to mum in the kitchen...den tad idiot came....ask to stay 4 the chalet n i expected the answer....but its realli sad to hear it urself............im kinda so xtra when mostli every1 in my section is goin to stay 4 the section chalet n onli me...im jus left out.....n its not my fault...or it is....to be born here....he alwaez sae i noe how to choose parents....tads wad he thinks but i think im plain stupid to choose this kinda father when i choose the plaece to be reincarnated.....jus like the usual me....i went to my rm n cry out loud....afta awhile decided to go to bathe...den left my pants outside the toilet floor....den went back to my rm to find sumthing important....den he suddenli jus came to my rm n sae y did u leave ur pants there...den he jus pick up my pants n simply call me go into the toilet to c him throw my pants into the toilet bowl which he has jus urinated....although jus flush but its still disgusting....wad to do i jus had to pick it up n soak them in a pail wid detergent....how on earth a father will do this to her own daughter??is he realli inhumane?wad he actualli wans frm me...i think i didnt do anithing rong but y does he treat me lidat....im a human n im not his toy..............not a toy tad he can scold and throw when hes bad mood...........wad he actualli wans....i dunno....its not i wan to cuz him...but try living in this hse wid him as ur father den ull noe wad i mean....even the most patient person will be driven mad by him....believe me.....I JUS NOE TAD A MENTALLY DISABLED PERSON IS THE MOST FORTUNATE ONE...

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