everything is jus messed up!not in place........dread goin to skul liao!!!skul makes every1 crazy..tests make every1 sad.............haiz.........
actualli i hate goin to skul todae.....was like end of term test sum more...haiz...den jus hab to go....the whole dae...hab been readin mind map....cuz i c pt so yong gong...den i scared...lolz....haiz...everything is jus not right this yr...its jus the beginning n its already drivin every1 crazy...o wells.........i cried tad dae...feel so much beta now....allowin myself to put the burdens off my shoulders.........however.......its jus on one's mind tad i hab gotten it off...however its still there weighin every1 down...
lily cried todae...she exploded...jus like wad i did....theres jus too much stress 4 students nowadaes...every1 will soon all explode...haiz......n well...todae i came back hme got to wait outta hme cuz i forgot bring key den mum wasnt at hme...den was like i waited like 5hrs before i finalli reach hme....haiz me dam tired liao...go watch tv le....THERES JUS SUMTHING TAD CANNOT BE AVOIDED......=(





IM SCREWED IM REALLY SCREWED!!!!!!y m i becomin lidat??i hate my sch life..i hate my sec 3 life!!i failed everything im jus a stupid asshole its not jus todae tad i feel tad im an idiot...ppl understand wads teacher teachin but i dun..ppl understand the a maths taught although it was new..ppl can get gd results but i cant...ppl can at least pass 4 a difficult paper but i cant...ppl can at least excel in sum subjects in their own way but i cant!!y has it become lidat?!m i really stupid or wad??
i think i shall blame it on myself..cuz i jus too stupid its nobody's fault but mine!i hate myself i sux big tym!!sry everybody if i offended ani1 todae...i was havin a real bad mood a real sad 1...sry.........4 todae i cried...i fell into the hole again when i was jus abit more of climbin out of it......n the hole is even deeper.........but i swear i must not be down again...theres jus too mani tyms tad one will fall back to the hole n start frm square again...i must not blame ani1 but myself...im the one if i realli wan to blame sum1........haiz.........my eyes r red again reali red...dam red......IT JUS APPEAR TAD I FELL INTO IT AGAIN...I SHLD REALLY BLAME IT ON MYSELF..........haiz..

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