Tuesday, April 05, 2005
this blog hab remain stagnant 4 dunno how mani weeks...bczu of so dam mani tests n things goin on tad makes me dun even hab tym to react to it...haiz...it jus happens tad problems exist now n den i will nvr dissapear n nvr be seen again.........
havin real dam bad mood nowadaes....all those things frm band...frm skul...frm class..frm home...simply everywhere hab made me fell into tad dam hole again...results hab been real bad since the start of the yr...i dun understand y m i living on this earth.....
somehow or rather...i will make lily angry....wen will make her too...slashes appeared on our wrists again...tads kinda long.....ppl ask when u slash ur wrists will it be painful?my ans is no....cuz the pain frm ur wrists isnt much to u when ur heart is alreadi bleedin...ur heart rule ur whole body...........
y is he back again?i dunn wanna c him.....haiz...hes my dad i own him my life......aniwae i dun think its a gd life either.......so much things hab jus happen...syf is comin....so mani tests nxt wk....will miracles occur?pls make mani more miracles 4 nxt wk.....willl we cry 4 joy or cry with regrets??haiz.....i shall end it here liao...
SOMEDAY ILL END IT...END IT RIGHT THERE...ENDIN ALL MISERYS..ENDIN ALL THOSE HATRED....CUZ WHEN TAD DAE COMES...ILL JUS LIE STRAIGHT IN A BOX..N A CORPSE WILL HAB NO EMOTIONS................FREE ME.............