Saturday, January 22, 2005
hmmm...im here again to upload sum photos!!!
my buffdae cake!!!ice cream cake+swensens cake!!!!!wahahaha...
3 flavours!!!!
mirki eatin my buffdae cake!!!!k gtg!!lolz...sis bought me a new wallet!!!pink de!!!wahahahahah..............ON THIS SPECIFIC DAE.....NTH WILL MAKE ME UNHAPPY!!!
TODAE IS MUAH BIG DAE!!!!MUAH BUFFDAE!!!!SO HAPPI!!!LOLZ...
hmm.... siying..chinghong..lily...grace..huiching..yin yue...[still got hu ah]celebrated me n seok han's buffdae in advance....hehe...thx peeps....me n seok han got a real big shock yesterdae....lolz....they planned so much sia....siying still got the planing paper........
it was like...startin actualli i canot go de....den lily jie come call my mother....den my mum allow me go again...was kinda so qi guai.....den go lo....den when i reach there...they told me they at cold storage den actualli wanted to go to cold storage find them de den they dun allow....den me wait at the 7-eleven there lo....they all ah....ching hong n lily come find me....den grace yin yue siying n huiching go take bus 80 go there 1st....n guess wad i didnt even c them when i pass by themmm.....lolz...den they took me to cold storage again...den i tot they jus went to cold storage den why go again...hmmm...den afta tad we oso take 80 to seok han's hse there....den was like...saw this kinda 1 couple on bus la...those kinda wearin sch u de....den was like i was tokin to lily gotta turn den they behind lily wad can i do...dun c meh...tok facin lily?den they were like behavin intimateli.....omg this is turn r-rated..............ok shall not carry on....den we got off the bus when we reached seok han's hse....den they call seok han come out...den ching hong sae she wanted to borrow biography den i was like puzzled y they wanted to borrow todae?den was like national library closed cuz public hols...den we stupiak lo...wait outside library 4 grace den went to coffee shop makan...den lily was like keep running here runinng there....like dun let us hear lidat....den i was like you xian yi orh...den was like grace sae c my face got xian yi fan 2 words meh...den i was like u onli got xian yu fan la!!!lolz...[salted fish]den afta tad lily keep saein is her sis call de when its siying hu called.....den i was like her sis since when so close to her....den was like.....they all go in toilet discuss left me n seok han outside sia...den of cuz got more xian yi...i was like tellin seok han oso...den oso seok han mum sae she saw siying n yin yue...den i was like huh???den seok han still called yinyue sae u realli at wedding ma?cuz was like....yin yue told us she was at wedding...lolz...den 'lily sis' call her buy matchsticks...den i was like er again buy 4 wad......lolz....hmm...den they sae wan go east coast park...den i was like again?????den their excuse saein their malay fren celebratin veri LAME leh!!!!lolz.....den no choice me n seok han went upstairs to change clothes...den they were like go to the car park nxt door...den sing b'dae song 4 us.........den seok han's bro was like saein the whole neighbourhood noe u b'dae liao la....lolx...den me n seok han was kinda shocked although we already prepare liao....cuz we kinda noe they r celecrating 4 us liao....den got cake smashin...make until my half face so oily....lolz....but tad was real fun.....den when i go hme...den go buy clothes den at nite go mar'che makan....lolz....the ice cream so niceE!!!!!den the big fat HOTDOGG....lolz....pt goin mad....so squishy sia.....wahhahaha...........yum...den got so much thingy...pizza n stuffs....wahahhaha...nxt tym mus go there again......
hmmm...den todae....dad bought swensens ice cream cake 4 me!!!!three flavours de....so happi!!!!wahahhahahaha...........hmm..shall upload sum pics ltr.mus end here le...plaein maple wid dan...hehe....
Thursday, January 20, 2005
[[___im jus so insignificant`]
I HATE JERALLYN!!!!!!!dun fren u liao.................
jeral so bad de..........gib u prezzy rmb ur buffdae...n guess wad U FORGOT MINE!!!!!!!!!!!bu yao geng ni hao le....=p
hmmm...todae skul was as usual boring!!but the 1st half of dae boh study at all...cuz go skul...den 1st n 2nd period got health check up....lolz...den mr tan onli got to teach like 15-20 mins?whahahaha...we so bad...den went to check up lo........den while waiting the instructors they all teach us camp fire songs lo..........i went to skul actualli veri bad mood de....cuz i forgot do the ppt yesterdae....cuz i came back hme like 9++...still got to bathe mirki...den tired le....i was studying but slpt half wae....feelin guilty...sry peiting....cai yu....jenifer....dui bu qi.......
but was much happi cuz of no lessons 4 half dae la...cuz i gave out mani prezzys to ppl....like gave out 3 todae...haben gave ming en...........=(..den no lessons meaning no A MATHS TEST!!!when we got the news the whole class was like cheeerin la....so bad rite...but i so happi!!!cuz i haben study oso...whahahahaha...den postpone to mon lo....other class hab todae sia...whahahaha....
well we got a tok..which simply seems to be a lullaby to me....driving me to sleep....lolz...i shld sae frankli....im kinda sleeping the whole assembly....swaying my head here n there...lolz...=X
den got release late lo....den go makan...nvr fall in....cuz we already buy food le............guilty again...hmmm....den got sectionals.....i believe we did recover fast n get back to our usual selves...n im sure we did well todae............improve....n i finalli can plae my running notes beta...although i noe i still sux!lolz....more room 4 improvement...way to go man!!!!clar 2 all the wae.........clar2 will rox 4eva in my heart even if it isnt in some other's 1..............we rox man!!!i gotta apologise to shang yu...sry 4 hurtin u...i was reali rash tad dae...cuz was kinda pissed off by some 1 u noe la...tad dae hus so aa tad pissed me off....hmm kinda obvious besides me still got alot ppl pissed off oso la...........todae we started anew....afta tad dae's trashing.......i noe u were like wanting to cry le...actualli i did cry oso la...afta tad at hme..........sry again ah...i noe we too bad....all throw everythings at u at 1 short...lolz....todae was dam nice rite....we practise together...den got improvement rite?we dun care lily n wen liao....they so bad...wahahhaha=Xwen n lily jie gonna kill me!!hmmm...sry la.....todae i was kinda bad mood den got tad buay song face....4 sum reasons....actualli todae's bad mood is bein piled up...by stress by mani things happening....n feelins undergoin inside me................haiz...even i cant specificly sae wad izzit..............................actualli we horh so nice to jeral cuz she is last tym our junior la...den we everytym tok to her de...den she come our class we oso go her class...mayb i shld try tad also....but nxt tym i go ur class dun hide ah...........hehe...........jus like gv sae...i noe url oso scared of us...but at the same tym we are also afraid of url.......actualli last tym we more afraid of the seniors la...cuz is like they dun tok to us oso...or i mean seldom.......den its like everytym sectionals got test by my clar 2 senior den is like we all alwaez freak out de la.......hmm............todae got trashing again....wasnt quite constructive cuz it was reali short........haiz...wed.......bad things...i got bad feelin abt it...bad omen............haiz.....dun wanna think animore................
but i dam sad..........................=(cuz mani ppl nvr rmb my b'dae....or mayb im jus insignificant..........haiz....n shangyu admit u like MC!!!lolz...whahahahahaha=X
all i wanna sae is dui bu qi....cuz im kinda veri moody nowadaes......
mani mixed feelins
tad i cant sae it all
its piling up i mus sae
and its dragging me down
n sumdae i believe im gonna sink rite deep there...
n the onli wae out there is........
sucidal.....
RELEASE ME!
IT ISNT OVER......JUS AS WE THINKS EVERYTHING IS FINE......ITS JUS THE STARTIN TO THE NEXT CHAPTER OF LIFE.......ANOTHER PROBLEM IS JUS EMERGING...I JUS HOPE THE PEACE WILL STAY LONGER..................................its reali enuff..........haiz