Saturday, August 02, 2008
You're unwell.
So that's the reason you came to stay with us.
I didnt mean you cant.
& i dont shirk the responsibilty that we've got to take care of u.
But you're such a dirty, grouchy, problematic old lady.
And that you do everything all your way.
You took my sis's room & turned my room into a rubbish dump.
Our meal times all changed to suit your taste.
Mirki got to be muffled or even trapped in the room like me.
You even took away my cup i used for brushing and make it your own without asking.
Plus your stupid son who's just as selfish as you are.
Who simply makes my life more difficult.
I got scolded for being sick.
WOW. thankyou.
Your stupid son wanted me to follow his way as well.
Told me to keep mirki in the room.
I did.
Was too sick and tired that i went to sleep.
You old lady called me for dinner.
Plus your stupid son.
Who screamed and demanded me to go right down right away.
Do you think it's possible?
With mirki out at the door and me trying to keep her in using my limited strength?
I got scolded by ur stupid son for being slow.
How about letting mirki down and bite her hands or legs off?
Mirki's been wanting to do that long ago.
Just by looking at how she treated mirki.
You crazy old hag.
& i ended up getting scolded more by my dad, your stupid son, just cause of all your xiao bao gao.
Wow what a nice loudspeaker, tape recorder.
What's this nonsense coming into my life at this point of time.
I've got enough of nonsense at school at the crazy workload..
All the 'go school early, staying back late to study' routines.
And now what?
I got sick as well.
It's robbing me of my energy to function.
Yea that pile of work is still staring at me.
It's one day gone and i havent done anything.
But..........
Im becoming more AP. more grumpy. more whiny. more irritable. mooooree....
I hate myself for being myself.
I hate you old lady and your stupid son even more.
How i wished im not related to you 2 at all.
I dont speak vulgarities.
Or rather i hate ppl who uses them.
But somehow i feel like saying it now.
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7:06 PM Back to top
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Get this clear.
You dont need those things at all.
Really. the extra attention, sympathy..
You dont need them to survive.
Lead a life without them.
Throw them out of your mind, out of your life.
10:42 PM Back to top
Sunday, July 27, 2008
You should have known better.
Hahs.
Stop blaming anyone who has given up on you.
In the first place, you didnt study enough for it.
Did you?
But i've studied..
How about practices?
So, shut up.
No reason to complain.
No reason to cry.
Yea yea lotsa problems(besides sch) happening ard you..but who doesnt face problems in life?
Grow up. yea grow up.
Take it that those harsh words were to push you on/motivate you and not to demoralise you.
Yea they do hurt.
Definitely, unavoidably.
Even more so when you feel that your teacher has given up on you alrdy.
But what matters most is the spirit of perseverance.
Isn't it?
Where did your cedar spirit disappear to?
And even if the whole world has given up on me, all out to watch me fall,
I know You'll be there for me....
Will You?
He didnt say it'll be easy.
But He promised to be there, always.
9:24 PM Back to top
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