Friday, September 14, 2007
Sighs.
I have no idea why you and I have become lidat.
I dunno about you, but for me, you were one of the closest friends i had in tjc from the start of term1.
Or i should say, the only close friend i had then.
Someone who is always there to share my joy and laughter with;
Someone who is always there to comfort me in times of need and,
to lend me a listening ear;
Someone who loves God as much as i do;
And someone whom i felt comfortable sharing secrets with,
Though many a time, i've chose to turn away, bottling up all my problems and troubles to myself.
But you'll stay beside me, quietly.
But somehow i can sense that there's a problem between us.
I dunno what exactly the problem is,
But it's bothering me.
Very much.
And the feeling was especially strong from the start of this new term.
Although to an outsider, i believe we still look the same,(we still talk to each other; we still go for breaks together; we still sit together in lectures and tutorials...)
But it's just not right.
I believe u can sense it too.
There's this...argh i dunno how to describe it..but it's just a feeling deep down inside that's telling me that something is not right.
I mean i've always been guessing what u've been thinking.
But most often i'll end up telling myself.
Forget it.
Perhaps it's just because of the upcoming promos exams that's causing everyone to be stressed up.
Perhaps we were just too busy with studying.
Perhaps it's just because im too overly sensitive.
Perhaps it's just because im not good enough..
Perhaps im just not worthy of this friendship..
Or perhaps...Satan is trying to play a real big joke on me.
Perhaps..perhaps...perhaps...perhaps...........im just..........
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i've choose to think it this way ,just to protect myself.
But anyway, no matter what our relationship eventually turns to,
i jus wanna thank you.
Thank you my friend, for what u've done for me.
And...................
imsorry.
Drifting apart.
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007
AT THE CROSS.
VERSE I
Oh Lord You've searched me,
You know my way;
Even when I fail You,
I know You love me.
Your holy presence
Surrounding me
In every season,
I know You love me;
I know You love me.
CHORUS:
At the cross I bow my knee,
Where Your blood was shed for me,
There's no greater love than this.
You have overcome the grave,
Your glory fills the highest place,
What can separate me now?
VERSE 2:
You go before me,
You shield my way,
Your hand upholds me;
I know You love me.
BRIDGE:
You tore the veil,
You made a way
When You said that it is done.
And when the earth fades,
Falls from my eyes,
And You stand before me,
I know You love me;
I know You love me.
8:26 PM Back to top
Everyone's going insane.
Hahs i mean who don't??
I really gotta kowtow to those who feels nothing at all despite the crazy pw work that is killing me plus the stress of the upcoming promos.
Promos is like in 13 days time??
And the thing is i havent started on maths, chem and i havent finished econs?
Rahhhhh GOSH.
Madnessssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!
How can one survive this without feeling stressed??
But whether or not we freak over things,
the truth is promos is definitely coming and the stress is definitely going to stay till everything's over(including the oral presentation of PW)
Rahhhh.
Okays im really gonna pia my EoM cuz that's something i keep wanting to finish but didnt everytime. hahs.
You know my weaknesses; You know my strengths;
You who know me more than anyone else do.
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Monday, September 10, 2007
Argh.
10:30 PM Back to top
Sunday, September 09, 2007
School's starting tmr.
Awww..
How i wish church can become my school.
I mean how i wish the school can give us longer self study holidays so that i can go church everyday=))))
Rahhh.
I realised it has became a habit alrdy.
Hahs.
And ehh daddy is going overseas again soon..to vietnam..
hmmm=))))))
wells, he brought alot of fruits from sri lanka.
i love the passion fruit!!! hahs. the super sour one!!!
Lalalalalalalalalala.
and hmm i forgot to mention...
Actually when i was bathing yesterday, im thinking that i shld go into the room and tell him i miss him...
But when i came out and went into my room,
i started mugging and forgot about it.
Hahs. but the 1st qn i did, i got stuck and was super pek cek..
Then usually when this happens, it's the bad habit of mine that i'll go down into the kitchen and even though i noe there's nth in the fridge i'll open.
Then i saw the fruits he bought.
Hahs, then i took several and went in to his room.
And as usual, i went in and tehh-ed. hahs.
He was happy.
And i was too. XDDDD
Hahs..back to doing of EOM!!!rahh.
Gideon. =)
10:33 PM Back to top
Suddenly thought of what i did over the past week again.
Thinking of it, studying wasnt very much productive.(as usual. raHHHH.)
But definitely, my spiritual life has improved.
Daily morning prayer in church and the 2 night prayer meetings were woah!!
The walk with God has definitely caused me to change my perspective over many things and people.
Even if the ppl ard dunno, i suppose i noe it well enough that the way i think about things and talk have started to change.
Rahh.. i dunno if im making sense. but wells bear with me. hahs.
Anyway im back from SUSU'S party.
Everyone is crazy inhaling Helium to change their voices into this cute chipmunk voice.
But i just cant do it. oh wells. nvm.
Went to google abt it cuz was quite curious.hahs.
Because helium alone is less dense than atmospheric air, it will change the timbre (not pitch) of a person's voice when inhaled.
However, inhaling it from a typical commercial source, such as that used to fill balloons, can be dangerous due to the number of contaminants that may be present.
These could include trace amount of other gases, in addition to aerosolized lubricating oil.
Deeper information: hahs.
A little-known aspect of inhaling helium is how quickly you may lose consciousness due to asphyxia (oxygen deprivation).
During the exchange of gases in the normal breathing process, the blood stream absorbs oxygen from air in the lungs, while carbon dioxide passes from the blood to the air.
When you hold your breath, the exchange of gases slows, as "stale" air in the lungs is no longer replaced by "fresh" air.
This process does not stop instantly, however. Some time will pass before you start to experience serious physical distress.
For example, you would likely have time to pick up and put down an object, walk across a room, or find a chair and sit down before feeling compelled to breathe again.
However, when the lungs are filled with helium, a different process takes over.
Oxygen is actually removed from the blood stream during the exchange of gases.
Depending on how completely oxygen is replaced by helium, you may lose consciousness quickly and without warning—you may literally pass out while still standing.
The usual result is an uncontrolled fall that can cause serious injury, even if normal breathing resumes before brain damage occurs due to lack of oxygen.
Now we know the effects of inhaling helium..i guess it's wiser not to inhale anymore of it from the balloons.
And of course not from the tanks or system itself too, as although chemical reaction does not cause fatal injuries,
the pressure of gas inside the lungs can kill instantly.
Autopsies show that the alveoli (air sacs) in the lungs have been ruptured.
Death follows immediately, as the victims literally drown in their own blood.
Under such circumstances, cardiopulmonary resuscitation is of no avail.
Calculations clearly show that, given the flow rate and pressure available from a helium balloon-filling system, human lungs can be fatally overpressured in a fraction of a second and victims simply do not have time to react.
Scary yea?? ppl nxt time before attempting anything please check the effects first.
Phew that there's no one fainting just now.
Hahs.
Jesus loves me. Yes, i know. XD
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