[tired][sad][dreamin][ritin the truelest feelins....] haiz...its me again...lookin @ da screen n typin again............ haiz...jus got lily's sms....haiz...after da hole dae of band it realli tires me out...tokin abt band tad sum1....aniwae tad person will noe...got kinda pissed when got her msg...saein wad sir onli lookin @ her n cuz her mistake n its nt me.......haiz...i dun even noe wad i tokin abt....haiz...mayb my true frens will reali understand n noe wads realli happenin.......[feel like cryin...] true frens?best frens?jus a quick tot....do i hab ani...haiz thou mani frens i hab but thinkk tad true frens i jus hab none.......to me a true fren definition is a person hu understands u...which whereby by a look on ur face noes wad ur feelin....haiz.......mayb truli none...or those which seems to b but is not........haiz...jus think tad im jus nt in wid wenqi n geena ba...im jus a nobody...aniwae felt like tt long tym ago...jus feelin tad i cant sae out anithing...im like blurtin out everything inside me now!cant stand it animore thou...havin like more n more wk makes me crazy n all those frenship or wadeva relationships goin make me even mad........haiz jus dun wan to think abt it......mayb wad i sae 'none is my true frens or yet hab to find ani'might hurt sum of frens but thou tads wad i feel.................haiz...altouh wad i appears to b is cheerful or wad but haiz........................haiz........................ -sad-daydream-hurt-





haiz..todae band so sian sia...actualli so tired tis mornin dun wanna wake up wan...wanted to pong band but haiz..hu ask me so like band sia...so go lo....sian 1/2 la....wadeva lo...durin band got malign by sir!keep saein me plae rongli when its nt me.....its sum1 BESIDE ME..[i think tad person noe hu she is...]so dao mei sia....kenna like'jumped in da pool wid da person...although its nt my FAULT!@#@@$$%^^^^$$#$@#!!!!!wadeva lo!den i perposli dun plae...den sir still sae i plae slow...WHEN I NVR EVEN MAKE A SOUND?!?!?!its tad person nxt to me lo......hate to sit rite brside her sia!!!!!wad an unlucki dae.....cum hme c my stupoid sis face sian 1/2...sae wad i dunno how to buy lunch when she sit there n watch tv!ok fren cum liao...bb

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