Saturday, September 01, 2007
When will it be that i'll hear You speak, not to other ppl, not through other ppl, but only to me?
hahs. after reading lily's email, im like woah!!!Praise the Lord!!!!!
But after which i felt this tinch of sourness..
Or i shld say im just jealous and i envy those who has/had this kinda special encounter with God.
Where God speak to them just lidat.
Many times, i'll always think im of less fortunate than everyone else.
and im lagging behind cuz i simply cant go to church.
Describing it pictorially, it's just like everyone else is running in front of me during this journey with God.
But me??Slowly progressing..and every step just seems to be so difficult.
And many a times i felt God didnt like me as much as His other kids.
Cause simply, im not obedient enough and i cant go to church tad often like his other children..
Rahhh.. God..why did u make human beings as weird creatures who are so difficult to control, understand and decipher what they are thinking or feeling?
Argh.
Sp. Simply, stop it.
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Friday, August 31, 2007
awww have been sneezing the whole night..
it started with sore throat and cough only..
eeyer...
but!!but!!! ONE PIECE OF GOOD NEWS.
DAD GOING OVERSEAS AGAIN ON SUNDAY AND he will leave house at 8am in the morning.
This means i can go for sunday service again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
weeee...budden maybe i shld be guai tmr and stay at home..hahs=)))))))))))))
Yippeeeeeeeee!!!!!
Not to mention i went back to cedar today.
The feeling was great!!!!!!!!!!!
can scream anyhow u wan can sit anyhow u wan...lalalalala
and my fren and i got 2 bowls of curry chicken and a pkt of beehoon for a dollar and juniors were stuffing more to us..lol..anyway we were hungry so it's okay!!=))))
CEDAR ROCKS............my forever 2nd home.
and cedar building is not demolishing only some major upgrades to the compound =))
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Tuesday, August 28, 2007
hahs. finally got time today to elaborate about my siao laughing day and of course the sunday service!!
Went to church early for morning prayer.
Didnt dare to slp cuz the night before wen msged: woman..Tmr 7am cannot late kaes.
Hahs...was so afraid that i will oversleep and actually was just kinda somehow excited abt the next day..=))))))
Hmm den i woke up many times during my sleep despite the fact that i slept at 2am and was super tired.
hahs...wells morning prayer and sunday service was great...
DEFINITELY XD
studied for econs test all the way after service though not very effective..but wells at least im not dozing off like wad i'll do if i study alone at home.
hmmm den ard dinner time we went penisular plaza to search for our madhouse jersey but nth was found=(((
went dinner with rockers and this was when the laughing madness started..
i even forgot the reason why i started laughing at first..
But i just knew that i was laughing uncontrollably the whole night through that my stomach kinda cramped cuz i kinda will laugh internally without making any noise..
Hahs spastic me..
O wells. dad is back earlier than planned
But wells..i have no idea whether to be happy or to be sad..
Cause one thing 'm happy that he's safely back to singapore..
But sad that with him back at home means that i wont have the freedom that i had already...meaning i cant go for church services..meaning i dont even noe can i go for friday's bowling..
hahs..
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Sunday, August 26, 2007
i concluded excessive laughter is REALLY NOT GOOD.
shall elaborate tmr cuz im seriously lacking of time now..=))))))))))))))))))
10:36 PM Back to top
hahs!!! gotta make this short and hurry go do pw.
Wells..today's service was great.
Heard from wen and the other rockers tad today's will be a celebration service..
But didnt know what exactly bro will be preaching.
But just wanted to treasure every meeting with the youths and to go church and so i went!
Hahs! it was awesome and totally amazing!!!
Cause i guess somewhat God answered what i asked by allowing bro to preach on the topic of balancing life.
I was asking God for solutions so that i wont be so frustrated wid myself so easily and to be able to manage my school work better.
And in the end bro wai preached about balancing public life and private life.
And i was practically nodding my head for whatever he said cuz it totally seems like the preaching is just for me.
It was totally AWESOME MAN!!
Praise God!!
bro wai said: God actually has the ability to bring u out of the bad situations u're in..but he didn't cause He wants u to know that ur life isnt balanced and to review on it.
When i heard this i was like....woah...and i know why im feeling so screwed up many a time.
AWESOMEAWESOMAWESOMAWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
O die gotta go do project work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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