kinda got the feeling tad i chose the rong option...cuz my lit is simply beta den hist...n i chose a ss/hist class instead of ss/lit....mayb i jus got persuaded by ppl to go there...cuz seems like every1 is goin there....mum saes tad its my choice even i die there...i mus oso finish until sec4....ya its my choice n i kinda made the rong 1?ppl sae dun regret once u made the decision....ya i oso hate regreting...i hate the feeling....but cant stop my mind frm thinking tad ill kinda hab to c ms chia again...cuz shes the 1 of few hist teachers ard?tym passes simply so fast...i hab yet to react to sumthing n it has alreadi became history..........................i dun wanna regret........................................................n i hope i wun regret the decision i made 4 myself....................n jus hope i wun die there......
haiz....im now shivering... cuz i got the worst dad a person can ever haveyes...its him again.....he jus sux...n tis is not the 1st tym alreadi...i had enuff...fk off...my dad is dead....ppl lets cheer!!!cheer 4 me...............................................cuz in my dictionary...theres nth called dad animore...hes nth more den a beast....no a beast is more humane den him....he jus an monster.....................
guess wad....i hab just bathe using simply terrifying cold water.....which sent shivers down my spine..............................hes mad again....perhaps he nvr eat his medicine...or theres nth on earth to treat this inhuman.........................................wld a dad call his daughter go to bathe in cold water?no rite....tads definiteli a normal answer frm any ordinary dad....but hes not....hes jus wanna be the exception...or i mean abnormal instead....jus dunno wad he wans...jus throwing his madness aniwhere.....well he locked his dooor...n cuz i dun wanna c his face i went down to watch show...den wanted to go his rm to bathe cuz theres onli a heater in my hse n tads in his rm....n guess wad when i knock the door n frenli sae i wanna bathe pls open the door....n there was simply no reply....i tot hes dead man....inside my heart i jus cant wait 4 his death....n den he finalli opened the door...widout me having enuff tym to get in or sae anithing....he jus open the door sae so late le bathe wad...den slammed the door in front of me....bsides slamming the door in reality...he oso had slammed the door which is held ajar inside my heart afta the feww incidents....which was actualli ajar 4 him to enter n tads kinda the last chance i gave him....i knew tads the end bet. me n him....................................................im jus not gonna 4gib him animore..........................
n wad to do...me a super like clean person will not ever slp widout having a gd bath...n bathing wid cold water is my final choice....or mayb is the onli 1..........................................................but bsides the p5 camp tad i had ever bathed in cold water.....i alwaes uses the heater....trying to make my bath short i cant even wash it clean...................................................................when i came out i jus continued rambling...cursing him.....scolding.....or even screaming.....i jus want him to hear it....den im jus got the feeling of getting sum poison to make it into his rm n cuz him to die of it.............................i hate u....n ill nvr ever b the little ger tad will 4eva b so 'loyal' to u animore...............................I HATE U!!!!!!!!!! U SLAMMED THE DOOR TO MY HEART HARD..................N FRM TAD MOMENT...........................UR DEAD...................................EVEN IF U ARENT IN REALITY BUT FRM NOW ON...........U'LL BE DEAD IN MY HEART.......................................................





haiz....todae was jus as sian...the whole dae watch tain long ba bu...was quite nice..haben finish it yet................tml continue cuz i dun wanna go in tad rm again n c his idiotic face.........n listen to the nonsensical remark he makes....im tired of him...n i hate him frm now to 4eva.......tads the 1st n last slap hes gonna gib me cuz im not gonna get myself into tad situation again....n nvr ever 4gib him.................................
frm he came back till now i nvr even spoke a word to him...jus onli tad 'dad' to jus call him if not im gonna get into a bigger trouble.....4 not callin him ill probably get scolded again....i called him n tads all 4 tonite...n i think tad will jus continue 4 the rest of my life unless he change his attitude....character......which is kinda totalli impossible......................................WIDOUT A LIVING HEART EVERYTHING SEEMS THE SAME...............................................................................................





I HATE MY DAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I REALLI HATE HIM NOW!!!!!REALLI HATE HIM!!!!1HATE HIM TO CORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GO N DIE U IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FKEN IDIIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IDIOT SON OF BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I HATE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1I HATE MY GRANDMA!!!!!I HATE MY DAD!!!!!I HATE MY AUNT!!!!!!N I HATE MY CUZZYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!REFRET INTRODUCING THEM TO GUNBOUND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FKEN IDIOTS!!!!!MAY U ALL GET HUNTED BY BEES STUNG MY THEM!!!!!!!MAY U ALL VANISH FRM THE EARTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ALL OF U JUS FK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I HATE URL!!!!!!!!!FK OFF~!
i gonna hate my dad 4 tad slap he gave me jus now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!y is he doin this to me....he sux!!!!gonna jus delete my cuzzys contact.......regret realli regret to plae wid my cuzzys yesterdae.......i hate them i hate every1 in HIS famili now i will onli sae HIS famili n nt mine animore....i hate them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!dad came in c me plae....den cuz of my aunt told him we plaed to midnite yesterdae.......but its kinda not my FAULT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!its her sons lo....i actualli wanted to go @ 11++ but is they call me to stay!!!!!!!fk off la....now i will hate them n nt tell them anithing animore...................all of u fk off n go n die....he came in when it was my turn typing all the rubbish during my turn n when i jus look at him he jus sae i diao him....wadeva.....i nvr did he dun even noe wads diao la....den he jus gave me a tight slap n den call me off....fk off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1i cant stand this animore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sis where are u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i miss u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i ahte this famili!!!!!i had enuff of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!fk off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sumtyms i do wan to jus suicide cuz im reali tired of this.....my happiness cant simply replace my sorrows......................i hate them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





back frm idiotic grandma's hse.....puzzled y i call my grandma a idiotic old hag or even 'rong mo mo'?let me jus tell u abt wad she did to me my mum n sis n u will noe why i simply hate her so much........
btw 1stly cuz shes the mother of my idiotic dad.......den when my sis was young....n she was jus a babi wearing pampers ma....den she jus pooed or peed den tad idiotic grandma of mine jus threw her on the big bed...n she nearli falll...wad if she fall?she si bu liao but will be jus as bai chi as her la.....wads this lo....have u ever heard of a grandma lidat?besides tad....when my mum jus gave birth den is kinda weak den cuz woman jus gib birth cannot touch water wan den she jus so wicked to call my mum wash all the clothes n even hers....wads tis man......dam her.....n summore....when i was born...jus born....den she go to the hospital to c my mum.....den when the nurse push me in....she jus point n me n scold me n scold my mum sae wad gib birth to another ger n scold me kinda sum idiot things la....[dunno how to sae it here...]cuz im jus not a boi....wadeva lo....im not a boi but im still a human n i swear tad i mus be succesful in life.....jus to show her wad her granddaughter can do....but i think b4 i do it shes in the coffin liao....btw she do so much wicked n evil things she will not die peacefully wan....i swear....
dun tok abt her liao....btw todae go her hse again cuz she cook stuffs den every1 mus go......c her face again.....sian sia....den wad the hell lo....the she added dunno she put how long de things inside the dishes den its like so yucky....hmmm afta tad my father's elder bro who is my uncle suggested tad we go 4 a swim at serangoon country club as hes a member...den we go hme take swimming costume lo....den went swimming....hmmm kinda swim quite a few laps....quite shuang....abt 25++ lidat....den dam tired....went to jacuzzzi....den to the steaming rm jus like the sauna but its usin steam...waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...shuang sia....den can slim down wan leh....den i jumped into the cool pool again...so shuang.....hmm den go bathe lo.....afta tad we went to the jumbo restaurant to eat....chilli crab...hehe....den we jus ate half wae...den tad idiotic grandma call again...sae wad nt feelin well....wadeva lo....scare us...den dad mum n me wen to her hse again....n guess wad she jus hab gastric pain....jus too much gastric juices nia..scare us...i tot she die le....den me will b sevil luffin lo......wadeva when we reached there she jus call us to take those left over food n fruits....wadeva....gave us all the rubbbish she dun wan....call her go n die la...btw she can keep food 4 like real long........................................n she dun wan eat gib us...she smart....den mum alwaez throw it awae.....widout lettin dad noe....hehe....heng sia...if not we got to eat it....den its like wadeva lo...we take le den she cn go slp le.....................dotz.....ren wo ao you start le!!!!i beta go....SHES JUS FULL OF RUBBISH N CRAP STUFFS...

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