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Saturday, December 18, 2004


goin to put this song again...cuz this song rocks!!!wen put tad on her blog too...but i put this song 1st de...wahhahaah...canot win me...nanny nanny poo poo....
I DUN WANNA MISS A THING
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you are far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
Where a moment spent with you is a moment I treasure,

(Chorus)
I don't want to close my eyes,
I don't want to fall asleep,
Cause I miss you baby,
And I don't want to miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you,
the sweetest dream will never do,
I still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating,
And I wondering what you are dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you are seeing,
Then I kiss your eyes and thank god we're together,
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever and forever forever

(Chorus)

And I don't want to miss one smile,
I don't want to miss one kiss,
I just want to be with you right here with you,
Just like this, I just want to hold you close,
I feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment,
For all of the rest of time

(chorus)

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hmm...todae earli morning woken by idiotic dad sae wan go out liao...its like 11++ niaden wake me up....i jus kinda slpt 4hrs nia leh...of cuz tired la...den hurry hurry....go wash face n stuffs den go out lo...so tired cuz yesterdae nght plae maple story wid ruixian n peiting till todae 7am....we zan rite?zhuo sheng xian liao.....lolz...ppl nite tym slp we day jus started slp...lolz.....
hmmm...den go suntec lo...cuz there git exhibition....den we go makan...den dad n mum go food exhibition...me sis n sis bf go watch doggy....so mani doggy in tad exihibition hall la...n so mani puddles of urine...lolz....den the cleaner got to clean here clean there.....
hmmm...ltr goin to plae again...jus wish tad pt bro is not at hme again....wahaahha....but like so late she haben online like impossible liao....
oh yea my wish cheng gong le!!!!!cuz tat idiotic dad goin overseas tml....no nid c his face!!!!wahahahahah...so happi....hm...but tml got band leh...n sir is testin us!!!!oomg....so worried la...ltr nid practise clarinet liao....i sure freak out wan tml...belief me....hmm...gtg eat dinner liao...WHEN WILL ALL QUARRELS STOP?????

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Wednesday, December 15, 2004


im kinda mad its like 2.30am le still haben slp mayb aftanoon nap take too long le ba dun feel like slpin....todae was alrite la...went to hall 4 band prac..den cuz when i got there onli wen n dunno hu was there i 4got cant rmb le....den i was like 'wo lai le....'den sir heard me den he sae'lang lai le....'den i was like er.....lolz.....hmm i think i veri clumsy leh...still feel so guilty....cuz we shift chairs ma den 2 chairs were stuck together....den i was like wanted to help gv n shang yu...den i nvr c shangyu face there den i take out the chair...den hit her mouth....4 a moment i was stunned sia dunno wad to do...den keep sae sry lo....me so blurr sia......

den break tym....the noodle stall nvr open den every1 ran to the maggie vending machine...[[[hmm sounds weird...]to buy food...den was like...jus tok to rx n yj lo...but feel quite odd dunno y....den go back hall 4 prac....so mani ppl late sia...den lily was slow again....lolz...retarded chromosomes=Xdie le lily yao kan wo le....lolz.....


haiz dunno y....we are all in the same situation again...jus tad the roles of ppl have changed...but the problem still lies....tis gold is hard to take...its near us but yet so far....it doesnt jus consist of individual but every1....onli if we cooperate den can we achieve......problems....haiz...hus the expert problem solver...pls help here....here nids help....sumtyms jus feel like me being so childish...fancy fighting over trival matters...[[[[think tads how we start to mature...]onli tru problems n problems we'll den learn...this is not a gd yr 4 me it has been a stressful...tiring...sadistic yr.....but it still comes to a end....life still has to go on...earth will not stop rotatin n tym will nvr stop 4 us....its onli up to individuals to learn n go on...or even be true to oneself........tad dae treshing brought me to tears n i cried wid all my might....cry it loud till the tears go dry....n frm this i believe i have learnt to be more mature be more sensitive.........life is jus made up of mani herdles...sum is easy sum is diffiicult..when u fall it may hurt...u can be veri eager to win...thinking tad u can jump 2 at a tym....but the pain when u fall will be extremeli painful but this will make u learn...every herdle every step....its ur own choice...i dun like to regret or i hate to regret.....since u made the bed so no matter wad u still hab to lie on it.....to think back...wad i did durin primary school tyms....was real childish n foolish...actualli when u grow up n recall u will think tad wadeva u did was veri foolish...this sure has been a lesson 4 me to learn....to be a leader hu dun wan...but how mani will truelli becum one?i noe the feelin of being alone is not gd...n i tried tad...a painful try...a sadful experience...an experience tad sureli no 1 will ever forget if they were me....i tried the feelin....jus more den ani1 else...to be alone in this world wid no frens...wanted to gib up n jus change over to another school...or even jus to end my life right there....wid acadamics pressure...idiotic dad...frens problems.....tads enuff...i noe it might seem small to sum ppl but its sure intimidating 4 me...when you jus got tad frustration in u tad u think u will jus break down sum dae...or even cry over every entry....tads wad i had...goin to school in tad dreadful feelin....fearin tad the dae will be bad again n will not be able to tolerate tru...putting a fake smile 4 every1 to c but inside bleeding badly...real bad......trying to pull urself to band...hatin band when u used to like it veri much....i tried tad...n i hate it...the onli word to describe it is HELL............a true hell...tad falll has been a real impactful......sudden 1....jus widout noein...ur frens tad u consider them the best falls out wid u n jus suddenli ignore u....thinkin ur transparent...when u tok to them n u get no reply...when u wan to be wid them..they throw u out...when they are all happy together but u alone in the corner....when u cry they luff.......when u nid help n theres simply nuttin u can actualli get frm tad point of tym...when u feel like crying n theres simply no shoulder 4 u to lean....when u wan to tok but no1 listens....when u get bad results scolded by parents u can onli keep it to urself...when u got happy things no1 is there to share wid u...its a true hell i mus sae...tad u can realli suffer in there n no1 will ever pull u up...its up to u to climb out the hole...it has alwaes been my fault..n i noe it...straightforwardness is both my weakness n strength.....this has been a more painful 1 den the previous p5 experience...tad ill nver forget...not in my life...i've tried it...n i think no 1 will wan it...neither do i wan to make sum1 have the taste of tad...its realli bitter...I'VE TRIED TAD HELL...ITS REAL BAD.....DUN EVER TRY....

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Sunday, December 12, 2004


todae earli morning went to bishan to makan....didnt even noe 5566 is in TOWN!!!!seems like im reali retarded more retarded den lily le.....hm...i noe la my yesterdae entry hurts ppl den ppl will c me bu shuang again...but sry again.....aniwae tml trashin....was like erm haiz cant be avoided things hab to happen.................n i noe it or even ev3ry1 noe it.......jus wunder if tml's trashing is onli abt me or to the whole section again....wen sound serious jus now...she called me...den i was like half heart down when heard tad...but dun wanna show it in my parents rm...now in my rm widout my sis....typin this....haiz..........wunder hows the trashin be.........i think i wun hab a gd nite slp le ba...aniwae i wld rather they dun tell me jus trash tml....cuz i wld feel beta n hab a beta slp.....
haizz................................................i dunno wad to sae oso....suddenli feel like cryin again......er...haiz.............................................its still tml n it will still happen...so haiz.....................EVEN TILL NOW I DUN WANNA BELIEVE WAD HAD HAPPENED..JUS HOPE TML WILL BE ALRITE BUT NO MATTER WAD I JUS HOPE WE R STILL FRENS................SRY AGAIN.....................

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