hmm...uploadin pics now.. siying... honghong... n me.. my new bball!!!!





hmmm...jus came back frm kovan n finished watchin the match bet. li jia wei n tad korean ger...hmm...haiz... tad match was exciting...me as a singaporean of cuz hoped tad jia wei will win but however lost.....it was quite dissapointing thou...cuz i tot she wld win frm the start...she won 3 games but tad korean ger caught up...she won the nxt 3 games...n there the last 7th game it was like 9-9 on the score board when tad korean ger got 10-9 n den 11-9...n jia wei lost...well tad korean ger was jus far too noisy...she win she shout...she lose she oso shout....its like ppl concentratin lo...den she shout shout like mad woman izzit.... todae @ band..i was like haiz..so tired PT sia...sian..i wld rather hab self sect...haiz...den during break waitin 4 my maggie mee to b cooked..den siru came n ask y im like geng the other sec2s bu he..well i felt abit of tad too...im like drifting awae frm my clar sect..frm thec...well i jus dun understand...dun understand y i jus felt tad they r like leavin me out in anithing...or even hidin things frm me..i jus dun understand..or izzit me bein too sensitive??too sensitive to things...welll..haiz...but its wad i felt these daes...ever since the sec4s go........haiz...its like im like 4ever like at the side??i dunno y i felt tad too...its like durin self sect nowadaes wen n lily is jus sittin together n leavin me @ the side??when walkin hme 1 dae afta band....i was there den when lily said wanted to pass wen the 'file'..den i was there den she sae ltr...i was there n i can sensed it too...wanted to ask but wad ending can i get??jus another nth?or wad?jus felt im bein left outta the section...well...i didnt hab these thinkings when i was in sec1 as recruits...i was like alwaes so happi cumin 4 band...n i think its joyous to cum..but now...i jus felt dread or even..afraid..or wadeva to cum band........haiz....den its like havin a proposal 4 the sec4s...haiz...im left our again?n its like do proposal...m i suppose to do aone...since my so called...the other close section mtes hab alreadi their grps??i jus dun understand...haiz.......when i told ruixian n all abt wad siru said..they said its like where got we nvr we apart...but its tad the truth?????????????????????????????????????hus saein the correct thing????????????????????????i jus dun understand.........haiz.......sumtimes i jus felt like gettin to a corner n cry out loud!!!i jus hate tis...but wad can i do???????i jus dunno........can sum1 help me?a person whom i can realli trust..a person hu will nvr leave me alone aside to cry....i jus dun think i hab ani realli true frens or wad.......haiz.............jus dunno... den afta band went to plae bball wid siying ching hong n yeoung eun...den afta tad siying went hme earli...den me n ching hong went to heartland to buy my bball...my converse leather balll...hehe....n i got it..den its like i told the auntie i want net den she nvr gib me...den afta tad i went back again...well so happi cuz i got a bbal!!!!wahahahha...nxt will be my tamagotchi.....hehe...my pink tamagotchi... hmm...my show start liao..ltr den upload more pics...





hehe...tis is wad i did yesterdae...nice rite?bcuz its in pink...hehe...





hmm. jus came back frm skull....frm band...n here i m bloggin... well...todae the 1st thing i saw when i went into the classrm is tad books...every1s wid a bk...well...hmm..our klass is so 'hardwkin' sia....oh not...lolz...is bcuz mani of them last minute wk ba..heheheh....welll...todae whole dae no mood to study sia...bcuz got tests...den afta recess got ce lesson...we got our shirts i tot was a black 1 but it turned out o be a white 1 n the material is like so lan man!!!well...ppl brought things to deco their shirt....amanda brought her spray...den she spray in klass every1 was complaining abt the smell den she went out to spray ba.... den afta ce....the tests started...haiz....dam la....history nvr finish still got 1 more para to go....but the worst thing is maths!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!dam it...dam teacher hu set it...sae wad the in front qns r easy onli the bhind 2 is difficult...its like wadeva~!den almost the whole klass nvr finish....haiz.... oh ya afta skul...is band sectionals...i tot it was sectionals too...but when we went to klassrm to practise....den claire came n tell us to go back band rm...den on the wae back to band rm...there i saw sir...tot he wasnt cumin...but actualli its shuyan our dm sae rong info to us...den its like so little of us in band rm n plaed stars of dream....hmmm...it was odd as onli got trombone as bass.....hm...but well it was quite nice thou...n guess wad...onli clarinet sect n trombone sect got like 3/4 of members ard...hm...but todae band pract was reali tiring....warmup so long sia...its like we alreadi tongue until like mouth is shivering liao durin the warm up...but the part we plaed todae in the stars of dream is nice....so i didnt mind... well oh ya yesterdae i nvr blog cuz i was like veri tired sia....hmmm..yesterdae IT course den e spent the whole lesson makin postcards...well...goin to upload wad i did yesterdae ltr...i tot it was quite nice...considered nice ba...hehehe...im lao wan cuz lao wang mai gua zi mai zi kua ma......but it was considered nice to those hu like pink...hehe..cuz the backgrd is pink...PINK IS SUCH A NICE COLOUR.....hehe...oh ya todae we were like keep singin tad wei shen me wei shen me...wei shen me...song...heheh.....oops...continuin... oh ya yesterdae tad lesson ended @ 5 sumthing ba...den reach hme n started doin wk @ 6pm....den got tuition until 9pm...den i watched the zhen xin mi yu...den afta tad went back to rm to study history...but however i slept..den mum woke me up den i continued study den afta tad i slpt again...den @ the midnite i woke up again...den saw tad my history tb was still ard me...den i pack bag n put it in my bag...den came to skul to continue study...but its like during tuition its like i study liao...so no nid so panic ba...den its like in skul i oso nvr study much...oh ya gotta go bathe..im so tired...afta so mani dae of tonning....





[kinda pissed off!!by tad stupid art project!] todae woke up go pia tuition hw....den lily called me to send her dunno wad thingy den when i came online...i jus found out tad i alreadi send all the art info liao den i nvr send anithing lo...and jus tell lily tad i got tuition ltr @ 3 to 5 den call her afta 5 den call me.... den straight afta tuition is nt lily call me but is siying...call me online she wan to send sumthing to me....den its like when i cum online she jus sent me the ppt den she sae she is goin out den jus gave me the whole pile of work...den call me do script n edit the ppt...its like wadeva lo...den afta tad she went offline....den i was like when i opened the ppt the whole ppt was like copy wholesale n pasted on the ppt slides nia.....den when i saw this i was like kinda pissed off lo...calll me do so much wk ah...den url jus copy n paste on the slides nia...3 yr old kid oso noe how to do la!!! haiz...den huiching tio suay lo...i was like kinda real pissed liao...den she cum n msg me...den its like i jus throwed my temper on her...n scolded her lo...bcuz its like suddenli piled so much wk..den i still got tuition hw den tonnes of skul hw to do...den still mus do this dam thingy...den she asked me to help her print things...den i was like kinda pissed off n its like hurryin to do the ppt liao den still call me print things den i was like mao yan liao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! den she still sae u doin script rite....if she dun sae i still not so angry but she sae more the more i angry!!!!! then i slowli lo....frm 6 pm do until 8.20pm lidat den quite like finish...den pass on to chinghong to like jus c if theres anithing more to add n do the nxt half of script....lucki chinghong is ard to help or else ill jus die...n anihow do liao lo...den tml cannot hand up its nt my prob liao!!!!i was like questioning wad lily n siying did lo...den haiz....jus rb siying did the eng ppt den felt bad den didnt ask animore..haiz...jus felt bad to huiching...im like jus anihow scolded her ba..but its like she suay suay la...i so angry den cum n tok to me... haiz...got to do my hw liao if nt no tym..ok bb...here i go....

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