Chemistry: U

Oh well done man..the subject you spent most studying end up getting U..

Kinda expected this though...after finishing the paper that day..

But wells..its kinda dissappointing..

Hmm..perhaps i didnt try hard enough?

Oh wells so how many more Us to come?

I dont know.

Rahh.

Oh wells..jcts finally over..

I know i didnt do well and i kinda know the results i'll be getting..

But at least i know i've tried..

All the neck pains, backaches and the many lack-of-sleep days..

all for jct..

rahhhh...and there's still prelims and a's coming.

omgomgomg.

but as much as im worried for my results..i guess nothing beats worrying for my grandmother..

Grandmother's admitted into ttsh on thursday after complaining of having symptoms for mild stroke like numbness etc..

However, she had another attack today at noon..which caused her to lose her ability to speak and gotta lie on the bed..

But i went to visit her yesterday...she was perfectly fine!!!!

We've bought strawberries for her and she was talking to my cousins, aunties, uncles and i..

and she was still telling us that the doctor had said if she's fine she'll be able to discharge by tuesday..

But today when i went in, what i saw was she lying on the bed, tearing, and beside her was my youngest aunt, crying as well..

A completely different person i should say.

I stood beside her..and i prayed in tongues quietly..i was telling God..she didnt get to know you yet God..(grandma's a devout buddhist btw)but she's a very kind-hearted person..the best grandmother around..who does everything for her children, grandchildren..you cant let her be lidat God..Please God, even if it's for me, place Your healing hands onto her..and remove the pain, the fear that's bothering her..please God...please....

And cried.

She was still able to move ard and speak yesterday..just that her left fingers couldnt close perfectly...but now...she cant talk to me at all.. T.T

Oh wells...the fragility of life..

i guess God has allowed me to see very much of this, beginning last year till now..

Have been hearing friend's parents/grandparents, friends or even my parents around me suffering from illnesses, diseases and admitting into hospitals

High Blood pressure, diabetes, high cholesterol etc etc

I guess nothing beats staying healthy.