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Friday, August 14, 2009

Wells, guess everyone's busy getting used to their new university lifestyle?

New people, new environment, new modules, new friendships?

Hahs while everyone's starting uni for only a few days..

It's kinda unbelievable that i've been in school for one month plus...

Submitted 1750-word organisational behaviour essay assessment and just finished an accounting mid term test today...and next week, a biz stats mid term....then biz computing report....group work etc etc..

Everything's so unbelievable, so surreal...

So... different already....

& Suddenly, people who once crossed my path in the past seems so distant right now.

Progressing different routes...different destinies...

Perhaps, sometimes you just feel like avoiding everyone you know in the past to stop them from reminding you about your failures and crazy feelings during that hateful period and to stop despising yourself ...

School's fine, manageable, but somehow my past still terrors me abit here and there...

Guess Satan's job quite simple..

Leave me to think and just add abit of past failures, anxieties, worrying to my life and gotcha!

Im gone.

Back to square.

Useless me, isn't it?

As much as i struggle to let go, struggle to forget...owells..............

& did i mention i couldnt sleep through last night and there goes my crazy brain reminding me of the feelings i had, the stupid things i did during A's exams sending chills down my spine again...

Rahh. stop torturing yourself. Stop living in denial!!!! Face the truth!! @%&&%^%#Y^*^&#$@%^&

Stop it! Can you?!

Somehow the world is emphasing on competition...

As the saying goes..only the fittest, strongest, bravest survive,

No one is suppose to show their weakest side.

Everyone's gotta be strong...

Fight for success...

Is that really all?

Okay..somehow my mind's kinda gone right now.....

Havent been really able to adjust my sleep well these days.

It's always been sleep at 2plus, 3plus or even 5plus sometimes and waking up super late..etcetc

I need to go do some sports real fast before i end up in my own taf club...and hating myself even more..........ok nonsense. shutup. im gone...

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