Monday, July 13, 2009
Running, running away.
Tell me...
What's the point of telling me how pathetic my univesity is, how old it is etc etc.
Perhaps you just wanted my answer to be...
'yes it is old...yes it is pathetic...but what can i do...i'm alr there...so tell me what's actually your meaning of saying all this?---that you're disgraced cause im here? or what?'
And yes i wanna get outta the self-pity mode, yes i wanna get serious with my studies...
yes i wanna start everything afresh...yes i wanna...
But somehow, it ain't working.
Perhaps it still hurts as much as the first time...just that i disguised it better this time.
rahh.