Argh...now i can really understand what it means by helplessness.

It aches to see mirki suffer..but there arent anything else i can do except to pray..

Mirki currently just had her operation due to Inguinal Hernia..which is much more complicated condition than a lump.

The lump was removed, but mirki now has to limp on 3 legs temporary(to be removed on wed) as the vet had it bandaged up. Afraid that she might just tear the wound if she jumps around..

But wells its heart-wrenching to see her struggling with 3 legs..uncomfortable in every position..and having difficulties in her daily stuffs..including emptying her bladder and bowels.. i totally have no idea how she's gonna pee and poo. And the worse part of it, is to see her 'cry' for help but you've got no idea how to help.

She's currently fast asleep due to the medication..

O wells..