Oh wells. one paper left. that's physics. Slacked the whole of today or i mean i gave myself a rest. It's been crazy and stressful week. But are all those hardwork really worthwhile?
Four papers are over already. I guess it's because i've learnt not to put too much hope on each exam that i kinda feel nothing at all. Even when i know i didnt do well. Even when i know that i've kinda screwed every paper just because i've made many many silly mistakes.
Everything feels so unreal. Sometimes i wonder: what for am i so worried, so stressed up for promos??? Wont it be the same if i didnt study since i'll screw it up anyway??? Oh wells.
But i know i still gonna finish up mugging physics. At least i can tell myself that this time round i've prepared. Not like the JCTs when i only started preparing for the subject the day before the test. And oh wells, for the results, i really hope its still at least better than the JCTs. Haiz.


But i trust in You, Lord, that You turn everything around for the good.

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