Saturday, September 01, 2007
When will it be that i'll hear You speak, not to other ppl, not through other ppl, but only to me?
hahs. after reading lily's email, im like woah!!!Praise the Lord!!!!!
But after which i felt this tinch of sourness..
Or i shld say im just jealous and i envy those who has/had this kinda special encounter with God.
Where God speak to them just lidat.
Many times, i'll always think im of less fortunate than everyone else.
and im lagging behind cuz i simply cant go to church.
Describing it pictorially, it's just like everyone else is running in front of me during this journey with God.
But me??Slowly progressing..and every step just seems to be so difficult.
And many a times i felt God didnt like me as much as His other kids.
Cause simply, im not obedient enough and i cant go to church tad often like his other children..
Rahhh.. God..why did u make human beings as weird creatures who are so difficult to control, understand and decipher what they are thinking or feeling?
Argh.
Sp. Simply, stop it.
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