okie wads wid me
wads wrong wid me
they got the right to not let me know
so wad am i doing here feeling sad
wells..its happening again
and again
feeling so left out
feeling so....eww
feeling so....fucked up

ah wells its my problem
right inside...no1 will ever understand
am i realli tad in-confide-able?
or is jus a passer-by tad will nvr mean anithing to ani1
its jus a odd feeling u get
sumtyms u feel ur in******
the next moment ppl denied ur presence
am i ever existing here?
frustrations driving crazy again...
is the whole thing jus out to cheat me again?!!!?!
izzit a scheming plot out to catch me again?
cuz im being beaten back to the deep well
tad i tried so hard climbing
jus tad few steps to the top
and sum1 threw a boulder in pushing u back
to the deep waters again nvr to c light.
perhaps im jus spiritually hungry.
or perhaps im just thinking too much.
or perhaps its the fear in me
maybe


there once i felt so nice
tad i realli felt tad im on clouds nine
wid lotsa company
sun.moon.stars.rainbow.
it seems so heart warming to c ppl caring 4 this pathetic cloud
being abandoned by all the others
but soon it felt so outta place again
as it realised they nvr even treated her as their friend
or part of them

the worst thing came
when the poor cloud soon realised
its just part of the scheming plot again
tad she tot she will nvr meet again



frustrations in me;u'll nvr be able to see.

sp
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