Wednesday, June 15, 2005
todae was a dam fun dae however all was jus spoiled by tad darn idiotic dad i cant wait 4 him to dissapear rite in front of me..........!!!!!!!!!!!fk off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ok tads it....aniwae lily wun be online these few daes ba...so wun be visiting my blog.....so idiotic dad go
fk off!!!!!!
todae....i suppose to be happy cuz its sectional outing and it suppose to be a fun thing....arent it?!ok mood was spoiled by tad bastard......todae morning went to tad boring course again.....i was typing like siao until i dun even literalli noe wad m i typing liao....hand jus continue typin by itself and my eyes registering every word i saw on the social studies textbk to my hand n being typed in........................ok i shld sae i c stars afta i finalli finished....haha......ok todae morning was quite boring aniwae...tad trainer so funni dun where get a hippo song tad hippo sing untilll so farnie its like 'in the jungle the mighty jungle....'n the tune goes on.....
ok den abt 1+ we finalli finished our dear project.....den went wid peiting to find the rest of them at sentosa beach....plaed water captain ball kinda fun....but i dun realli noe the 'gardeners' in lily's blog de poem....is true anot....o wells.....ok dun try to make tad thing bother us again....=)
den...we went canoeing...haha was abit spastic but the waves were kindaaa choppy but was fun floating and being drifted by the waves....den while restin was discussing wid wen whether which wae of dying is best den jiadi n meijie heard den sae dun sae wad die die la....n me n wen de conclusion is to open monoxide beside u when url asleep in an enclosed room cuz its odourless n smelless is the best way to die.....but......where to buy carbon monoxide....??was actualli suppose to get a car n slp in....n die....but was improvised haha.....den went to bathe which took us veri long as the queue was kinda dam long!!!zzzz....ok back to my detest topic my idiotic dad......
ok this is it...i knew he wld jus not believe me sumtym i reali wunder is he reali my dad......????however he dun seem to trust me..........wad did i do to lose his trust on me?!?!!??!NTH!!!absoluteli nothing!!!!!wads his problem i reali hate him ok this is the repetition of words on him!!!!!THE LAST THING I WILL EVER DO IS TO LOVE MY DAD!!!!!OK TADS IT!!!!!ok this is it when i was walking home i already knew sumthing gotta happen he isnt goin to let me off so easily n jus as i expected.................ok if he dunno how to sae the words dun sae it u idiotic ass!!!when i came home.....i went in to his room to 'greet' tads wad we R suppose to do when we reach home afta we went out...............den he was like....as usual in chinese.....y so late den come home....reali tad kindaaa bu shuang tone....ok den i was like the queue in the toilets of the beach is veri long....is like i waited near 1hr +++ in order to get water to bathe.....told him tad explained....n guesss wad he said.....dun ever bluff me kae i noe de....WADEVA LA!!!!dun believe den dun believe lo like asif i wan u to believe n i bother to noe if u reali believe no nid to tell u anithing even beta i no nid to waste my saliva on u.....den sae wad yue lai yue mei da mei xiao.....alwaes so late den come home.....o pls lo asif i wan to come home late....travel from 1 place to another no nid tym ah can fly izzit u got car i noe its fast la ppl take public transport leh....call u come fetch me u sae ma fan den i come home myself u sae so late!!!den wad u wan me to do...fly home izzit.....i guess i not here on earth is the best la!!!n also o pls lo chinese oso dunno izzit dunno wad the mei dad mei xiao means izzit.....anihow use....wadeva la.........ok tads not all....he went into toilet den i was outside watching tv....den he toild me to call sis to buy newspaper.....den sis bz....den i nvr sae anithing...den he sae ta mei you kong ni bu ke yi qu mai ah...was like wadeva la....im like alreadi so tired den goin to do sum hw ltr den u bother me wid this kinda idiotic things.....den when i get bad results u scold me like dunno wad so wad do u realli wan la.....i realli dun understand lo...........ok den i was like no reaction...den he started groaning sae you nu er deng yu mei nu er.....is like wadeva...he sae yi ge yao zhuo kong ke yi ge lei de bu yao geng wo mai....wadeva la...cant u jus buy the newspaper when ur on the way home?????n if u wan me to buy y dun u sae earlier when im on the way home?!wads ur problem la....wadeva......fk off man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
problems seemed to be pilin up n pushin me down into the deeper part of the well......makin every breath so difficult to breathe........n plus this idiotic dad ard....it jus add on to it...like in a deep well full of rocks pilin on top of u....den add water in.....making every breath of air seemed so veri darn difficult.....sumdae ill jus gib up breathing this air....n allowin myself to die deep there............IF I DIE??WILL U CARE??OR WILL ANI1 CARE??wen asked me tad...shall ask tad question to u guys den...............