IM SCREWED IM REALLY SCREWED!!!!!!y m i becomin lidat??i hate my sch life..i hate my sec 3 life!!i failed everything im jus a stupid asshole its not jus todae tad i feel tad im an idiot...ppl understand wads teacher teachin but i dun..ppl understand the a maths taught although it was new..ppl can get gd results but i cant...ppl can at least pass 4 a difficult paper but i cant...ppl can at least excel in sum subjects in their own way but i cant!!y has it become lidat?!m i really stupid or wad??
i think i shall blame it on myself..cuz i jus too stupid its nobody's fault but mine!i hate myself i sux big tym!!sry everybody if i offended ani1 todae...i was havin a real bad mood a real sad 1...sry.........4 todae i cried...i fell into the hole again when i was jus abit more of climbin out of it......n the hole is even deeper.........but i swear i must not be down again...theres jus too mani tyms tad one will fall back to the hole n start frm square again...i must not blame ani1 but myself...im the one if i realli wan to blame sum1........haiz.........my eyes r red again reali red...dam red......IT JUS APPEAR TAD I FELL INTO IT AGAIN...I SHLD REALLY BLAME IT ON MYSELF..........haiz..

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