everything was as usual todae......jus as we tot everything is fine...n decided to put 100% or even more effort into playin the 2 pieces well......problems jus struck us again....haiz....
todae was like...i was kinda quite lookin 4ward to tad external conductor....i mean hu did not??er well mayb onli me.........haiz......jus had him 4 2hrs den he pointed mani mistakes n changed our sittin arrangement...but the worst thing was................................afta tad external conductor left..sir asked pt n sy to stay back..[alto-clar ppl]den i tot he was like goin to test them again...didnt like expected others........den was like i go n eat my bread cuz i onli taken like 1 mouth b4 band prac n recess no tym to makan oso..........den was like when i return shang yu suddenli sae alto clar was out of band.......meaning out of syf......wen heard it 1st den i was like...huh still blurr...den afta tad noe-in abt tad...ran straight to the storerm but cldnt enter.........i jumped at the outside window to c wads happening..den we cldnt go in sat outside...den i then realised the board.........i actualli saw the board but didnt took note of it.........den afta all think abt it...i did saw the alto clar word was not written there...n there was contra bass...which was kinda no body plae in the band...
den we finalli came in to store rm...upon c-in both of them in tears..........every1 jus started cryin......cuz we noe they had put in so much effort to make their plaein perfect....n even came back on their own to practise.......but suddenli...they were out of place........alto-clar will not be included in syf...n tads it........we cried like hell went to toilet........i dun lie...i did said i hate sir when i was kinda dam frustrated....lily wen n me jus shouted n screamed in the toilet........haiz.....i dun understand.........the worst thing is afta thinkin abt everything we cant find ani1 to blame...its of nobody fault...no1 wans it this wae...sir tryin to like sae.....very little bands plae contra band but we r one of them...........jus to make them feel beta ba....theres jus so much cryin todae...haiz...tad gold.........is jus so hard to get....it may seemed easy to those hu alreadi got the basic as gold achiever....but 4 us.........its jus so hard...theres jus so mani hurdles to cross b4 we can reach there..............
den was like the whole section became back to wad we used to be???wid disputes wid unhappiness bet. each other...one another???????????haiz........k la gtg to study a maths le....but...peiting n shuying jia you!!!!!prove to others tad even if u take another new instru u still hab the talent n the ability to enter syf!!!!u go gers!!!!!!!!!kabateh!!!!!!!!!CRY IT LOUD WID ALL UR MIGHT...BUT PROMISE U WILL PICK URSELF UP N SHED NO MORE TEARS WHEN U STRIVE 4 THE BEST!!!YOU CAN DO IT!!!

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