[[___im jus so insignificant`]
I HATE JERALLYN!!!!!!!dun fren u liao.................
jeral so bad de..........gib u prezzy rmb ur buffdae...n guess wad U FORGOT MINE!!!!!!!!!!!bu yao geng ni hao le....=p
hmmm...todae skul was as usual boring!!but the 1st half of dae boh study at all...cuz go skul...den 1st n 2nd period got health check up....lolz...den mr tan onli got to teach like 15-20 mins?whahahaha...we so bad...den went to check up lo........den while waiting the instructors they all teach us camp fire songs lo..........i went to skul actualli veri bad mood de....cuz i forgot do the ppt yesterdae....cuz i came back hme like 9++...still got to bathe mirki...den tired le....i was studying but slpt half wae....feelin guilty...sry peiting....cai yu....jenifer....dui bu qi.......
but was much happi cuz of no lessons 4 half dae la...cuz i gave out mani prezzys to ppl....like gave out 3 todae...haben gave ming en...........=(..den no lessons meaning no A MATHS TEST!!!when we got the news the whole class was like cheeerin la....so bad rite...but i so happi!!!cuz i haben study oso...whahahahaha...den postpone to mon lo....other class hab todae sia...whahahaha....
well we got a tok..which simply seems to be a lullaby to me....driving me to sleep....lolz...i shld sae frankli....im kinda sleeping the whole assembly....swaying my head here n there...lolz...=X den got release late lo....den go makan...nvr fall in....cuz we already buy food le............guilty again...hmmm....den got sectionals.....i believe we did recover fast n get back to our usual selves...n im sure we did well todae............improve....n i finalli can plae my running notes beta...although i noe i still sux!lolz....more room 4 improvement...way to go man!!!!clar 2 all the wae.........clar2 will rox 4eva in my heart even if it isnt in some other's 1..............we rox man!!!i gotta apologise to shang yu...sry 4 hurtin u...i was reali rash tad dae...cuz was kinda pissed off by some 1 u noe la...tad dae hus so aa tad pissed me off....hmm kinda obvious besides me still got alot ppl pissed off oso la...........todae we started anew....afta tad dae's trashing.......i noe u were like wanting to cry le...actualli i did cry oso la...afta tad at hme..........sry again ah...i noe we too bad....all throw everythings at u at 1 short...lolz....todae was dam nice rite....we practise together...den got improvement rite?we dun care lily n wen liao....they so bad...wahahhaha=Xwen n lily jie gonna kill me!!hmmm...sry la.....todae i was kinda bad mood den got tad buay song face....4 sum reasons....actualli todae's bad mood is bein piled up...by stress by mani things happening....n feelins undergoin inside me................haiz...even i cant specificly sae wad izzit..............................actualli we horh so nice to jeral cuz she is last tym our junior la...den we everytym tok to her de...den she come our class we oso go her class...mayb i shld try tad also....but nxt tym i go ur class dun hide ah...........hehe...........jus like gv sae...i noe url oso scared of us...but at the same tym we are also afraid of url.......actualli last tym we more afraid of the seniors la...cuz is like they dun tok to us oso...or i mean seldom.......den its like everytym sectionals got test by my clar 2 senior den is like we all alwaez freak out de la.......hmm............todae got trashing again....wasnt quite constructive cuz it was reali short........haiz...wed.......bad things...i got bad feelin abt it...bad omen............haiz.....dun wanna think animore................
but i dam sad..........................=(cuz mani ppl nvr rmb my b'dae....or mayb im jus insignificant..........haiz....n shangyu admit u like MC!!!lolz...whahahahahaha=X
all i wanna sae is dui bu qi....cuz im kinda veri moody nowadaes......
mani mixed feelins
tad i cant sae it all
its piling up i mus sae
and its dragging me down
n sumdae i believe im gonna sink rite deep there...
n the onli wae out there is........
sucidal.....
RELEASE ME!
IT ISNT OVER......JUS AS WE THINKS EVERYTHING IS FINE......ITS JUS THE STARTIN TO THE NEXT CHAPTER OF LIFE.......ANOTHER PROBLEM IS JUS EMERGING...I JUS HOPE THE PEACE WILL STAY LONGER..................................its reali enuff..........haiz