hmmm...now is the 06 of jan liao...haben been blogging since the 30th of dec 2004....shall go tok abt last few daes ba....haben got tym plaein or even was piaaaa-ing hmework 4 the last few daes of hols....
31 of jan.....the answer was expected...truely expected....but in the morning sis n i was kinda so excited planning all da stuffs n so on.....jus wan to go...but we oso noe....tad IDIOTIC GRANDFATHER CLOCK...o welll....gib me a break....tad idiotic freak called hme...den ask words again....another simple english word n he cant spell at all...pengz....den was like sis was 1st to ask...she ask to go to her frens hse to countdown....but...haiz...no nid to guess oso noe...the answer is jus a no n he put down the fone....den me haben even ask...already noe liao....wadeva.....sis 19 yrs old liao...oso canot go frens hse countdown den me leh?a 14 yrs old....can meh....haix....den decided to hab steam boat at hme..sis suggested it 1st....den was like....hse de kitchen de pipe got prob...was kinda...mum dun allow...den sis went 4 skul....left me behind...den gee lily n wen came my hse decided go cycling...but was kinda raining...den plaed ps lo....asking them wan to come if i got steam boat anot....den wen even ask her mum sae if my hse canot go hers.....lolz....den finalli persuaded mum to allow....budden wen to cycle...sis promised to buy things cuz tot her frens coming....however....all didnt turn up....den mum n sis go buy food cuz we jus came back frm cycling....hmmmm...den pt came.....she plaed the com maple story....den dad came back when i was batheing.....pt was sitting in front of com...den dad tot is me...hmm shall call him idiotic pig.....idiotic pig tot is me...den stand there n ehem ehem.....pt turned ard onli den he realised its not me...wahahahha....totalli maluistic rite?0 bi.....den afta tad soon the steamboat start lo....den eat...den wen t up to call dad...den he sae wad...countdown call frens come our hse siao ah....den its like wad he WANS LA!!!fk off lo....dun ask ppl come den we cant go their hse...den wad we stay at hme n be woodblocks?like him grandfather clock...or even an idiotic pig hu jus noes how to eat n rest n watch tv n call ppl take things 4 him or buy things for him?so wad if hes the breadwinner....wadeva la.....earn moni big deal ah...den nxt tym i oso earn moni den i oso veri big la.....wadeva lo.......hmm dun tok abt idiotic pig liao....we ate steamboat lo.....den went to plae plaestation.....until 12 midnite went outside to plae fireworks....hmmm...countdown of cuz...made a wish wid the fireworks...shhh....canot sae...onli i noes.....n god noes...hehe....den b4 every1 go...we yum seng....lolz....i mean cheers.......kinda drank the whole green tea bottle....lolz..............hmm tads abt it......
1st of jan n 2nd of jan its jus daes 4 me to piaa hmework....
den 3rd of jan....1st dae of skul...was excited n scared.....haiz...scared of the yr jus be like last yr wid more n more probs....haiz.....kk...den went skul n look at the board....was posted to 3s...wid pt...huiching...seokhan...yilan...rachel.....n mani band members la...aiya dunno la...i think i got miss....got tan han khiang as the chem teacher...hmm....wad to sae...lolz...den peiting is the chem rep...whahaha...hu ask her sabo me....but tads not the worst thing....me got sabotage.....became the physics rep.....n tads the MOST UNLUCKY THING TO BE!!!!REAL REGRETED IT!!!!!!hate it!not cuz of the teacher...but was jus unlucki being it....1st thing.....red shoes....was like....mr goh was our physics rep...den he pass me his markers call me keep de...den afta lesson....went wid him to staff rm to collect white board marker refill...den was like headed to classroom n i ran...but nvr even drop....i dunno la...its like the class eight characters dun suit me or wad....went in jus b4 i put in the drawer....i dropped it was kinda holdin on to red blue black....but suay suay drop red...the whole floor instantli became so bloody n so is my shoes...my new shoes....1st dae wear to skul....n it became red...tads the worst thing ever...oso the floor....became so red....4 a moment i dunno how to react was like callin 4 wen n pt n showing them my red shoe...was like er....left the mess 4 them to help me clean...sry....but thx pals....went to toilet washed my shoes wid plenty of water but tad stubborn idiotic red paint jus wun go........den wash until whole shoe wet but its still there...haiz....den went to class...the whole floor was red.....n i was lost...once again....wad to do...how to answer 4 the bottle of red ink....how to answer 4 the red floor...jus mani tots came to my mine...all at once....flooding me to tears....haiz..........den finalli decided to leave the mess there n head 4 hme n buy back the red ink....den was like im not goin to walk hme wid red shoes....decied to take taxi...wen n co. took wid me....thx gers.....widout them i realli will jus stay in skul n cry.....haiz.....i noe its small things...but 1st dae of skul...lidat...haiz....den still got to walk quite a few dist. b4 can hire taxi...den was like walkin...got ppl saw my red shoe....1 red 1 white...dunno wad i doin...den i was like keep hiding behind friend trying to avoid ani eye.....den finalli took taxi hme...no mood to go out...sry hong actualli wanted to celebrate ur bdae de...but...haiz....
wellll...todae....haiz...dun sae liao...im gonna vomit blood guess ill reali hab a hard tym being the physics rep....haiz....collecting moni 4 physics file....call until mad....but still got 4 ppl nvr gib at the end of the dae when its suppose to be by recess......den i dun care liao...jus call them buy the files themselves....dun care le..........den bought 30 files....4 those hu paid cuz im not goin to bring hme the moni n lose ani of it again.....the thing dun tally n i got to fook out $1...4 tad person hu paid less....i realli dunno wad to sae liao....haiz...tads not the point i wanna sae abt tad $1..but its like at least they will come n pay afta me shouting so mani tyms rite?i feel like an idiot shouting 4 nothing...or even a mad woman shouting at her top of voice...callin ppl to come pay 4 physics file.....wad or even why m i doin this stuffs???i shld hab jus kept to my promise to myself to be nth at all afta being the asst monitress at sec1....haiz....but jus gonna continue since im 1...but i swear not to be ani animore.....i promise!gonna hate this...n i got a bad feeling of my class...haiz...dunno why.....
band todae again....haiz...probs n probs....dunno wad to do....n i dunno wad to sae....i noe the sec 2s frm my section will read this la...its not abt every sec 2 aniwae...or mayb shld i sae jus clar 2?o well...sry shang yu if i reali hurt u la....but its kinda...er i was kinda not feelin well n jus wanna est tad dae...n slumped onto the table...but u hit me...normal reaction ouch!....but u no nid hit me so hard on my shoulders again...wasnt feelin well...den plus ur hit....den i was like sum sort kinda pissed off....if ani1 were me will u be angry or?i noe its mayb our fault too...to nvr put some sort of gap in between....plae too much i shld sae...to develope the habit of plaein?haiz dunno....i noe u didnt meant but was reali unwell...n i noe i gib u tad face....but i tolerated....realli if in the past ill jus hab shouted at every1 else.....den todae...u bad mood...budden we hab been bad mood too...or even on tad dae i was havin bad mood too...todae i hab it too....every1 hab their probs....but....haiz...i noe u will read this...sumthings jus cant be said face to face....sry....i noe it hurts but tads wad i feel...i dun mean we cant plae at all...but still gotta hab some limits?even to frens u do hab limits too rite?haiz....jus too much probs happening....shuying didnt wan to plae....she cried todae...i dunno wad happened again...but wen was abit pissed off....i gotta sae or even gib sum advice...er dun cry le...sit down relac n think of solutions to ur probs....crying doesnt help...although it may jus relieve u of so pain but it doesnt solve probs....i tried tad realli...i noe u hab ur own set of probs but i do hab probs too...mayb i shld sae abt sec2 tym?haiz its real long story...i dun wanna cry again...haiz its over ill jus share wid u....jus think when every1 u trust turns the table off u....n u got sum sort of old fashioned father....pressing u 4 beta results....n oso ur own requirements.....n oso ur clas...will it be stressful?hmm...jus try to sit down think wads the prob try to solve it...tok to us if u wan...we will help u....try plae ur clar dun gib up since we nvr gib u up........tok to ur classmates too....if u think we r too 'old' to understand....but todae mayb wen n they all wanted to help?i noe u got probs but we too hab our own too....so do open ur doors to us.....haiz....i noe im naggy...jus gibin solutions...accept or not its up to u....sry for those whom i hurt..........apologise once again...sry......WHEN IN TROUBLE....Y NOT THINK OF THOSE MORE UNFORTUNATE?TAD WILL MAYB HELP...CUZ TADS WAD I DID....N CARRIED ON.............................................................

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