_________*i wld rather be a mentalli disabled person tad dunno anithing den to be a normal person living in this miserable world.......
i hate him....n i reali do... todae went to skul as usual....hav been having band camps 4 yesterdae n todae....todae acted on stage 4 the sec4s farewell...kinda 'malu-ed' myself...wid tad er er er....but its dissapointing when we c other section seniors goin to hug them tok to them den ours jus went to canteen n leaving us the idiots behind...........
back at hme in my rm locked...haben had dinner cuz kinda filled by all the sadness already......came back hme was tokin to mum in the kitchen...den tad idiot came....ask to stay 4 the chalet n i expected the answer....but its realli sad to hear it urself............im kinda so xtra when mostli every1 in my section is goin to stay 4 the section chalet n onli me...im jus left out.....n its not my fault...or it is....to be born here....he alwaez sae i noe how to choose parents....tads wad he thinks but i think im plain stupid to choose this kinda father when i choose the plaece to be reincarnated.....jus like the usual me....i went to my rm n cry out loud....afta awhile decided to go to bathe...den left my pants outside the toilet floor....den went back to my rm to find sumthing important....den he suddenli jus came to my rm n sae y did u leave ur pants there...den he jus pick up my pants n simply call me go into the toilet to c him throw my pants into the toilet bowl which he has jus urinated....although jus flush but its still disgusting....wad to do i jus had to pick it up n soak them in a pail wid detergent....how on earth a father will do this to her own daughter??is he realli inhumane?wad he actualli wans frm me...i think i didnt do anithing rong but y does he treat me lidat....im a human n im not his toy..............not a toy tad he can scold and throw when hes bad mood...........wad he actualli wans....i dunno....its not i wan to cuz him...but try living in this hse wid him as ur father den ull noe wad i mean....even the most patient person will be driven mad by him....believe me.....I JUS NOE TAD A MENTALLY DISABLED PERSON IS THE MOST FORTUNATE ONE...

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