kinda got the feeling tad i chose the rong option...cuz my lit is simply beta den hist...n i chose a ss/hist class instead of ss/lit....mayb i jus got persuaded by ppl to go there...cuz seems like every1 is goin there....mum saes tad its my choice even i die there...i mus oso finish until sec4....ya its my choice n i kinda made the rong 1?ppl sae dun regret once u made the decision....ya i oso hate regreting...i hate the feeling....but cant stop my mind frm thinking tad ill kinda hab to c ms chia again...cuz shes the 1 of few hist teachers ard?tym passes simply so fast...i hab yet to react to sumthing n it has alreadi became history..........................i dun wanna regret........................................................n i hope i wun regret the decision i made 4 myself....................n jus hope i wun die there......
haiz....im now shivering... cuz i got the worst dad a person can ever haveyes...its him again.....he jus sux...n tis is not the 1st tym alreadi...i had enuff...fk off...my dad is dead....ppl lets cheer!!!cheer 4 me...............................................cuz in my dictionary...theres nth called dad animore...hes nth more den a beast....no a beast is more humane den him....he jus an monster.....................
guess wad....i hab just bathe using simply terrifying cold water.....which sent shivers down my spine..............................hes mad again....perhaps he nvr eat his medicine...or theres nth on earth to treat this inhuman.........................................wld a dad call his daughter go to bathe in cold water?no rite....tads definiteli a normal answer frm any ordinary dad....but hes not....hes jus wanna be the exception...or i mean abnormal instead....jus dunno wad he wans...jus throwing his madness aniwhere.....well he locked his dooor...n cuz i dun wanna c his face i went down to watch show...den wanted to go his rm to bathe cuz theres onli a heater in my hse n tads in his rm....n guess wad when i knock the door n frenli sae i wanna bathe pls open the door....n there was simply no reply....i tot hes dead man....inside my heart i jus cant wait 4 his death....n den he finalli opened the door...widout me having enuff tym to get in or sae anithing....he jus open the door sae so late le bathe wad...den slammed the door in front of me....bsides slamming the door in reality...he oso had slammed the door which is held ajar inside my heart afta the feww incidents....which was actualli ajar 4 him to enter n tads kinda the last chance i gave him....i knew tads the end bet. me n him....................................................im jus not gonna 4gib him animore..........................
n wad to do...me a super like clean person will not ever slp widout having a gd bath...n bathing wid cold water is my final choice....or mayb is the onli 1..........................................................but bsides the p5 camp tad i had ever bathed in cold water.....i alwaes uses the heater....trying to make my bath short i cant even wash it clean...................................................................when i came out i jus continued rambling...cursing him.....scolding.....or even screaming.....i jus want him to hear it....den im jus got the feeling of getting sum poison to make it into his rm n cuz him to die of it.............................i hate u....n ill nvr ever b the little ger tad will 4eva b so 'loyal' to u animore...............................I HATE U!!!!!!!!!! U SLAMMED THE DOOR TO MY HEART HARD..................N FRM TAD MOMENT...........................UR DEAD...................................EVEN IF U ARENT IN REALITY BUT FRM NOW ON...........U'LL BE DEAD IN MY HEART.......................................................

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