yea...todae is 3 sep...last dae of term 3 n when tis hols cum...its tym 4 sumthing...well had quite a few hw n most importantli i nid to study 4 this holidaes...well cant b bothered to think abt anithing animore...aniwae theres nth i can do too in the 1st place... welll...i dun hus gd to me n hus bad to me now i dunno how to differentiate..well i shld let the party be xx n the other b yy... well...dunno y suddenli 1 dae xx was so nice to me...paid attention to me n was still tryin to comfort me...i was suprise n dun even noe it was true or not...well theres jus too much things happening...the matter is nt as simple as i tot...tad it onli concerns me...i dunno...den afta tad yy cum n tell me xx n them were jus preparin letter...but yy refused....haiz....i dunno how to sae...dun sae le....im jus blurting more things out....haiz i shall nt care abt tad alreadi....let nature takes its place...if they bu shuang me den let it be...i dun hab ani jing li to thing abt animore things...i rite now jus wanna chiong....chiong towards my goal...study 4 the best results i can get...well i may b dreaming...but tads my dream...and i think i can make it jus like wad i did during p5....when theres quite a same situation like now....but now is just much more complicated...haiz.... aniwae me tml goin bbq....yea!!!but @ my grandma's[father side]hse...so it equals to sian 1/2....haiz...but nvd i goin to c my cousin....my ang moh cousin...whahah....i mean mixed blood...hmm...jus dun wanna think animore..its jus gettin worst n worst...havin more ppl into it... saw wen's blog too..although i dunno wads the piaaa..but it sure has its meaning... WHY MUZ THERE ALWAEZ HAV TO B SUM1 SUFFERING?????CANT WE ALL HAB A PERFECT RELATIONSHIP??NT LEAVIN ANI1 OUT..ALONE @ THE SIDE???CAN TIS HAPPEN??????????????????I DUN NOE....................................................

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