Saturday, September 04, 2004
well..im realli tired..both mentalli n physicalli...
went to grandma's hse...n bbq...jus came back n here i m bloggin rite now...saw my little ang moh cousin...his eyes r much more bigger now n havin tad ah ah ah sound...still can tok....hes like 8 mths old...hes jus so cute n hyper active...climbin all the wae to my dad's car roof...[started frm the boot]n every1 was jus treatin him like a little star..
oh ya...still got my dam fkin asshole sis....i jus hate her to core...wadeva..sae i bloggin wu liao...oh pls lo...she oso wanted a blog...so shes wu liao too???i believe her chattin online is much more wu liao lo....jus hate her....fk of...!!
well back to the problem...well tok to ruixian todae...shes told me she actualli dun wanna cum...well....when i tok to her i can jus seriousli c the others[clar members]lookin @ me..well i dun realli noe wads the reason 4 them to jus dun like her or even hates her to core...but shes jus our sl..where is the clar section tad we used to hab??well...haiz...i tot every1 jus wanted her to b sl n sae they will support her??i dunno....when i tok to her...her face got tad 'bei ai' jus like wad i hab...they ask me if i side her??well i jus dunno hu to side n hu to blief animore...im jus tired of everything...dun wanna waste more tears cryin over tis...i had enuff...n i cried enuff for those daes...i jus wanna to get my results well so tad i wun regret it afta the streaming...im jus neutral n i wun side ani1...wen,lily,ya ju and ruixian will all b my normal fren...even if they dun treat me as 1...cuz i jus dun wanna think animore..hus rite n hus rong...i nvr sae i m nt rong...but i jus dun wanna care...im jus totalli worn out...n jus wanted to find sum1 to tok to...n frm wad i noe they will nvr b the persons ard 4 me to tok to animore...n frm wad i c ruixian is oso loneli...jus like me...i noe this will b tough but i will get tru...............
HUS GD HUS BAD??GOD CAN U TELL ME???I REALLI DUN NOE...IM JUS PLAIN TIRED...N DUN WANNA CARE ANIMORE...I MISSED THOSE DAES WID THE SEC4S ARD...I REALI MISS THEMM..THINGS WERENT LIDAT WHEN THEY WERE ARD...[THE WORN-OUT ME.......................]