haiZ...im back frm skul...yea todae teachers dae jus came back frm cps.... well...todae was like we got activities den no lessons...got captains ball,bball,vball n mani others la...woah..siying n chinghong went to plae bbal sia...i dun dare...i scarli cat..cuz got so mani seniors there....den is like so paiseh lo....so long nvr blog liao...cuz blogspot got sumthing rong...eh dam blog now suddenli can blog liao.... went back to klass n change into skul u....den suddenli ming en ask me y i m like got sum bad imprssion on keli??den i was like huh??wad did i do?but well did nt have anithing on her wad...actualli i oso dun even noe her well...n how did she get to noe me???hmmm... well...afta tad got assembly programmes....wow...2p got the best notice board klass siaa....wahahah...feelin guilty...i onli helped to cut paper nia...hehe...n oso shift sumthing la...done nth much...well den the skul dam kaim sia gib us toberone...each person 1 tweeny winy piece nia...but nvd at least 2p got win sia...hmmm...den got other awards....its like mdm koh won!!1n we were like standing up in the hall out of no where....hehe.. hm....den afta tad went to cps to c teachers....but haiz...mani teachers all retire liao...so pathetic....den tad dam canteen got nth to eat n nth to drink sia...hmm well i jus feel tad wen n gee is now ignorin me...or in the sense tad tad kind of jus to fu yan wo lidat...haiz dunno 4 wad reason...i jus cant stop myself frm thinkin abt it...haiz...m i tearin apart frm my section??i dunno...but aniwae thx ruixian 4 nt ignorin me...haiz...mayb im the outcaste??but well...dun wanna think abt it...i noe im jus like tryin to run awae frm the reality...but haiz... oh welll last sat went to plae bballl afta band...wah liew...my bballl nearli kannna crashed!!!!ewww....den its like my balll i was like bouncin den sudddenli it hit the drain side den rolled to the road....wah liew...lucki sia...it was still red lights....n i got my ball back...phew....was n unforgetable experience...lol...can rite compo liao....oh welll....yesterdae nite i jus got a strange dream...a deary 1...abt when i go a shoppin centre den all ws full of monsters cumin afta me!!!!so frightening sia.... well...jus came across sum1s blog ba...did read the blog n did read the 1 tad she wanted me to read....so now i understand tads when they started to bu li wo ba...welll its like i did sae to wen...sae to her tad i wld prefer siru to u but its like i nvr even sae i deserve the sl nor the asl position or wad...its like i dun even sae im the best or wad...n i did go 4 sectionals....yes i agree i do appear to b tad kind of dun reali listen or wad 1 but its like afta tad i do take ur opinions to mind....i noe i do plae veri loud....but its like tads wad i m....but its like when u sae abt me....i do think u did sae sumthing bad abt me too....i nvr even think tad im beta den u or wad n i noe u r much beta den me in plaein clar n ya i noe i plae like shit but its like arent we suppose to learn arent u lidat when in the process of learning...yes i do agree im kinda zi da n its like during the tym when was like tokin to wen n lily at the compass point mrt...i did told them tis is my weakness for nt gettin well wid frens n i do noe tad..but it takes time to change as its like my character..its like not easy to change ones character.....den afta u being the asl i did not even sae anithing abt u not gd or wad liao....i did accept it....n i can c clearli tad every comment u wrote its 4 me...n i noe tad...alrite im the devil n the onli devil of cedar symphonic band clar section....ok its me...well its my fault...ok its my fault....but im nt a perfect person n i blief theres no 1 in the whole is the perfect 1............................u may think im jus actin ke lian ba.........but its like its true tad theres no perfect peroson in the whole rite world...alrite its my fault for bein zi da but welll its does takes to change...........i noe no1 will blief me as 4 now but reali did nt even think of being an sl or asl...haiz.............

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